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Unhappy When I go up... I'm coming down... and hard - March 10th 2011, 10:00 PM

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I'm back down. Don't know how long this one will last. At least I'm not crying. Not yet. I'm trying. Really. I don't have much urge to cut. I just... feel... guilty, depressed and dead inside. I knew I'd come back down. All I know is when I go up I come back down... hard. I crash and burn. I'm still crashing... I'm not still when the burn will hit... its usually in the form of a breakdown where I cry myself out.

I'm not sure though. I'm scared I'm losing my grip on my thread that's keeping me here.

I'm going to see a psychiatrist sometime. Don't know when.

I don't know what to do until then.

I am a cutter. I am quitting.
I am a trichotillomanic. I am quitting.
I am tired. But I cannot give up.

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Re: When I go up... I'm coming down... and hard - March 10th 2011, 10:32 PM

ok just take deep breaths its hard wen u just come crashing down its unexpected and its hard to handle but try and fight it dont you give up cuz i may not know you but i would miss you and i want to help so plz just keep fighting here is a poem it helped me get throu some tough times
http://www.psalm40.org/dontquit.html its a realy inspirational poem if u want to just talk or need advice feel free to pm me im usally on evryday except weekends

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Re: When I go up... I'm coming down... and hard - March 11th 2011, 10:47 AM

Honestly, keep a mood journal. Keep track of every change in mood, positive or negative, and bring it to the psychiatrist. Having a log about your moods will help your psychiatrist with your treatment.

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