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Getting worse. - March 14th 2011, 09:10 AM

Haven't posted in a while. Haven't wanted to. Haven't wanted to do much. Dropped out of uni, work every day of the week, can't afford to live. My parents treat me like an inconvenience, they say I'm a drain on their resources and they talk to me like I've crawled out from under a rock. My sister is physically abusive and has such violent mood swings I've given up being anywhere near her. I have to move back home because my flat is costing too much these days and there's nowhere cheaper.
My boyfriend says to just leave it and it will get better, but I'm getting sick of waiting. It's been 5 years.
I work so hard that I'm exhausted all the time, and it doesn't help when my family are arguing until half past 2 in the morning. I have no money, my friends all moved away, and my family doesn't seem to want me. If I had the money, I wouldnt think twice about packing up and making a run for it, because I don't think I even remotely love anything about home anymore.

I know it sounds awful, but right now I truly hate everything. I want it to go away.
   
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Re: Getting worse. - March 14th 2011, 09:49 AM

Hi Jo,
First, I'm really sorry you feel that way, and things don't seem to be working.

Yeah, waiting can be really frustrating, especially when things seem to get so much worse. Keep faith, love. Sometimes, the worst is a sign that it's nearly over.

Have you tried for jobs that pay more?

You shouldn't be stressing yourself out so much. What has happened has happened. The first thing is to accept life and how it is. Have you tried talking to your parents about how you feel? I don't really know how I can help you, but I know I can support you. Just keep your hope alive, and be positive.

Take care of yourself! <3


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