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So Close - March 14th 2011, 02:07 PM

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Last night was one of the worst. My urge to cut was extremely strong. There was this sick violent feeling in me that made me want to see blood. I know... its sick. I ended up not cutting. Thankfully.

My suicidal thoughts were strong as well. Very strong. I was so scary. But I'm still here. I fought it.

I cried for like 20 minutes. It was awful last night.


I am a cutter. I am quitting.
I am a trichotillomanic. I am quitting.
I am tired. But I cannot give up.

I WILL BE FINE.
   
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Re: So Close - March 14th 2011, 02:31 PM

So proud of you for not doing it. Its tough. I know it is, but we can get you through this. It is alright to cry. I have faith in you. If you need to talk about it, we are here to help you. I don't want you to hurt yourself, and I don't want you cutting. Don't be afraid to talk about it, we only want to help.


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