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I think its over for me! - March 19th 2011, 12:30 AM

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i feel so guilty for ive done to my parents n wat i put them through. It makes me wander when i tried commiting suicide a couple of days ago, i kept it quiet until i told someone for wat i took n they freaked out. I feel like doing it again. When i took the 10 Tynole n 6 Ivprophen n tried to hang myself at the same time it felt so good bc i had no worries bout anything. I think if i do it again tat it could go much further n ill die. But then ill hurt the people around me but then it wouldnt matter to me. Bc ive told everyone around me n they all said they would put me away. i just dont kno. Im scared. My mum was like WAT THE HELL Why u do something like tat? You dont have a hard life. I told her I just feel so bad bout myself. I dont do anything right for my parents. They dont treat me right n at the same time they dont treat each other nice sometimes they r in a fight n i think one day my mum is going to leave. No one listens to me. They dont care. I just dont know anymore. I feel so bad bout myself. I just think it might go worse then wat it was a couple of days ago....


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Re: I think its over for me! - March 19th 2011, 12:40 AM

Come on, you're not over yet darling. You're only 19. You haven't really lived yet. You haven't seen all the beauty in the world yet or in the people you're meant to meet or even fully discovered the beauty in yourself. I know it's a fight and a struggle but you are worth it! Hang tight hon and if you need anything PM me


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Re: I think its over for me! - March 19th 2011, 12:57 AM

As Blair said, you're only 19, so there's so much left to look forward to!

And regarding your Mum saying you don't have a hard life; ignore her. She obviously has her own problems and therefore isn't thinking clearly about you and your feelings, so it's not worth getting upset over, let alone ending your life over!

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Re: I think its over for me! - March 19th 2011, 01:14 AM

I just dont know anymore. I just feel like i dont have a future. I dont have a plan in my Life to look forward to. It just agrvates me when people dont understand me. They dont know wat itslike in my shoes. They dont know why i feel like this. They dont know wats wrong with me when im happy or depressed. They just dont kno. Lately i just want to give up. I dont have to worrie bout wat plan to live or wat people whould think of me when i got older. I just dont care anymore. I dont have the strengh to live. I just need to let go. I wont have anymorfe worries anymore... Im not scared to do it...Ill have to deal with the pain but it wouldnt matter to me...


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