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thinking about it - March 22nd 2011, 06:42 PM

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so i have been thinking of suicide alot lately. idont know why but i just want to die.
my boyfreind may have committed suicide and i am so worried
help. i need some one to talk to before its too late.


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Re: thinking about it - March 22nd 2011, 06:57 PM

I'm sorry your going through such a tough time right now.
Why do you think your boyfriend might have?
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Re: thinking about it - March 22nd 2011, 07:00 PM

omg please don't i know how you feel i thought about it too when i was bullied and had no friends. but theres sometimes help when you least expect it. Have you tried talking to your parents/carer/friends/teachers? Your life is way too precious to waste and your so young with so much potential. Whatever it is thats getting you down its not worth it. again i know i thought the world was over and there was no point but im slowly pulling myself on my feet, ive found that i love textiles and i pour my heart into that instead of worrying and considering. ive self harmed (dont do it, its not worth the quesitons or the scars) . theres always someone willing to talk to even if you dont think there is. Write down why you fel liek commiting suicide. keep a journal each day write down something good you noticed about yourself/ something you acheiver/a goal you made and acomplished/ a compliment you recieved/ a new friend you made. anything. you ned to look at the big picture. what do you like to do? hobbies? try drawing or writing a poem to express how you feel then either show it to a friend or someone you trust or work through it yourself. is it lackof confidence? bad self image? bullying ? break it down into little steps that you can acomplish like giving yourself compliments, telling a teacher. please please please dont do it. you could do so much. dont let people let you down . im here for you. call your bf, it sounds liek if it snot too late he needs you alot. you can work through it together. if heaven forbid it is to late ( i really hope not) then im here for you. dont for a minute let it talk you into killing yourself, its not your fault. stab an orange, write a book, hit a cushion, draw, sing, scream. dont cut, dont kill. ifd you need anything else at all please send me a message ( i dont know how this works im new) xx love pixie xxxxxxxxx im here for you <3


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Re: thinking about it - March 23rd 2011, 07:10 AM

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so i have been thinking of suicide alot lately. idont know why but i just want to die.
my boyfreind may have committed suicide and i am so worried
help. i need some one to talk to before its too late.

hi hun...*hugs*

how do u know that he is gone?...did he say anything to you that sounded like he was thinking about killing himself?...if he had a plan..did he tell you about it...?

sweetie..u dont know for sure if he is gone...just give yourself some time to breathe....

u know my pm box is always open for you....

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Re: thinking about it - March 23rd 2011, 05:09 PM

he told me that he was planning on taking a whole bottle of pills and i havent heard from him since. im just really scared. he has a history of suicide attempts. and if he is gone then im gonna want to take my life to cuz i cant lve without him he means so much too me.and i havent done anything worth being proud of. im a failure.and i get bullied all the time at school. i hate it. and i try to do alternatives but i always go back to cutting nothing ever works. i havent ate in like 3 days. i dont think im worth it anymore.


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Re: thinking about it - March 24th 2011, 01:19 AM

hey there.. have you been able to contact your boyfriend and find out what happened?



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Re: thinking about it - March 24th 2011, 05:33 PM

no i havent talked to him in almost two weeks!
we used to talk like almost everyday.


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Re: thinking about it - March 24th 2011, 07:49 PM

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no i havent talked to him in almost two weeks!
we used to talk like almost everyday.
Are in a long distance relationship with him? Or are you pretty close?

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Re: thinking about it - March 25th 2011, 04:41 PM

he is preety close we used to go to the same school but i got in trouble and got sent to an alternative school for a while.


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