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I want to leave now - March 25th 2011, 01:46 AM

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I told myself I would wait. That I would stay here until the day before I turn 18. That I'd give myself time to travel a little more and knock some things off my to do list...gradute high school and all. Then I'd go. But I can't wait that long. I'm fat right now. I'm useless right now. I'm a bitch right now. I wanna kill myself right now


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Re: I want to leave now - March 25th 2011, 02:36 AM

Blair, There's more to the world than sorrow . Get out there and live, explore you passions! If you don't like your weight maybe try exercising! Life is FULL of things to explore! And your NOT useless. I know for a fact that you have helped at very,VERY least 1 person and that is what makes you helpful. Please, stay alive because once life is gone you can't get it back

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Re: I want to leave now - March 25th 2011, 02:43 AM

All of the stuff you just said sounds so familiar. It's alot of the same things I've told people at different times. There's beauty in the world and do what you love and you're worthwhile and all...but I fall outside of that stuff. I tincture the beauty I take in. I'm no good at my passions. I can't really be helping anyone if I can't solve for myself the problems I try to solve for them. I've got a few months to get things straightened out and tie up loose ends. But I'm pushing my life expectancy forward two years and planning to get out of here the day before I turn 16


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Re: I want to leave now - March 25th 2011, 02:59 AM

Why don't you pursue your passions and get better at them? Or you could find other things your passionate about . Why don't you just keep living in the moment and take your problems in stride? I know you have probably tried that but it wouldn't hurt to try again would it? And please, try not to think of the day when you want to die but instead think of good things coming up, even if their really small. Plus you are not a bitch you help people who are trying to find a meaning in life or if they need someone to talk to.

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Re: I want to leave now - March 25th 2011, 03:06 AM

I'm too tired


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Don't give up


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Re: I want to leave now - March 25th 2011, 07:43 AM

honestly.. i felt the exact same way for years. I planned on ending it the day after i turn 18. But really think about it... your life begins in so many ways once you turn 18. your just barely experiencing life.


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Re: I want to leave now - March 26th 2011, 01:49 AM

I'll die having lived almost 16 years that I didn't deserve. I've caused problems for too long. And I'm tired. I'm just worn through. I need to know there's an end in sight


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Re: I want to leave now - March 26th 2011, 06:09 AM

Blair..

it breaks my heart to hear you talk like this..i dont think you are a bitch..and i dont even know you..

people care about you here..they dont want to see anything bad happen to you..

like the others have said..once you graduate..u can be free to pursure your dreams...

i know what its like to be in your postion...feeling like you have caused others pain..but thats the depression talking..

you have your whole life ahead of you...dont give up...

you can PM me anytime you feel the need to talk

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