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Help me..... - March 29th 2011, 03:38 AM

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My world is in shambles. I need to talk to someone, like over the phone.The hopelessness, and aloneness hasn't been so bad its just...I want to stay but I need to be here....I'm So very tired....There is so much I could learn if I stay alive. But If I die, I go to the summerlands with The Lord and Lady.... All I crave is to talk and learn from different and wiser wiccans and I cant even do that...So I must push my believes aside if I am to live with my family who loves me but doesn't accept that I do not believe in Their religion. I must bury my beliefs in a coffin and let them be locked away among the darker, more sinister, foul, creeping, twisted abyss of my mind.


I am alone here...Trapped in the hole in which I may not pray the God and Goddess I worship. I. Am. Alone.


Can no one see my clinging to life by a thread? Does no one care that I have a right to worship whom I choose? Why can't I be included in this?

Why must it be this way? Why can't we get along peacefully?

Why can't I be free from the cage that keeps me trapped? A beautiful cage it is, but a cage nonetheless

All I want is to worship freely, cast spells to help people, bring joy to people. It is not evil. Not all of it. Lots of it is beautiful. Why can't my family accept that I tread the path of Wicca the most beautiful path in the world? And now here I sit.... Trying to be calm as my inner me screams and rages....As I contemplate running away....Taking the easy road to the Summer Lands....






Someone help me...

I am suffocating in this depression.

Someone help me...


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Re: Help me..... - March 29th 2011, 03:47 AM

I can tell how stressed you are but giving up isn't the answer. There are alot better things out in this world. Yes you are young so there is alot of exploring to do and alot of new things to check out that you will enjoy. Suicide should be the last option. I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I am here for you and want to help you get through this.
I know you are young but don't let others hide your religion. It's who you are, it's who you will be forever. So you can't hide it. It will just take time for others to believe.
It was the same for my parents when they found out i was wiccan. They didn't want to accept it. but after many years of trying they finally understood that they can't change who i am. It will get easier as you get older.
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