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Falling into darkness - April 8th 2011, 11:03 AM

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I don't whats going on. I havn't been able to sleep well for about a week and for about a week before that I've been feeling low. Really low. I feel like I'm falling into a dark pit and theres no way back out. Over the past 2 weeks I've gone from sleeping at a "normal" time about midnight, to going to bed at 8 or 9 in the morning. I've been wakeing up only a few hours later then I normal do, with the exeption of one day when I went to bed at noon. *sigh* I'm really lonely during the night, I've come around the chat room here a few times and that helps a bit but... I think that just makes me stay up later which makes me feel worse in the long run. It's hard to be alone with just your thoughts, when all your thoughts are of darkness... an empty void, I can't explain how it feels. I just want to disapear.
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Re: Falling into darkness - April 8th 2011, 05:09 PM

Hey Chris,

Maybe your depressed feelings are affecting your sleep. People with Depression tend to over-sleep most of the time, but sometimes they also have a difficult time sleeping because they feel so down.

Have you considered seeing your doctor and talking to them about these feelings? The sleep problems? Or whatever else is wrong?


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Re: Falling into darkness - April 8th 2011, 06:03 PM

I... I have a long history with doctors and ya, I don't know. It's complicated but. I have a big problem with trust see, and I only reach out when I'm.... well, when I'm on the edge. I only ever try and tell someone when I've come to far...when I'm in a dark dark place, and the only thing I can think about is suicide. At the time when I go to bed thinking, "I wish I don't wake up" and wake up thinking "damn, I'm still alive." I'm gonna try and talk to someone I trust tonight, not about how I'm feeling but just kinda like "hey, what do you do when you have a bad day?", someone I trust who knows all to well what it's like to be depressed. I don't know if it'll help, it proboly wont but *sigh* I'm falling deeper and deeper every day.
   
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Re: Falling into darkness - April 8th 2011, 06:22 PM

Then go to the hospital when you feel suicidal?


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Re: Falling into darkness - April 8th 2011, 06:48 PM

But... I can't... er... look I pretty much have to have a knife to my throat before I do that, I just don't reach out untill it's to late. I can't go to the hospital, It just wont help. I miss... *sigh* but thats an other story for another time.
   
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Re: Falling into darkness - April 8th 2011, 09:04 PM

How would the hospital not help? Worst-case, they'd check you into the psychiatric ward, and work on getting you a diagnosis and treatment and stuff, you know?


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Re: Falling into darkness - April 9th 2011, 04:28 AM

*sigh* Not so simple
   
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Re: Falling into darkness - April 9th 2011, 06:55 PM

Is there a reason WHY it's not so simple? Look, if you want your life to be better, you have to try to get help, even if it means going to the hospital for feeling suicidal.


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Re: Falling into darkness - April 10th 2011, 01:30 AM

No, you don't understand.I can't expect you to understand I didn't say anything about it. Just... Like I said it's comlicated, and it's a long story... very long
   
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