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Unhappy Seriously wanting to give up on life. - April 9th 2011, 03:46 AM

I'm going to make this as short as I can. Here it goes...long story short my dad lost our home back in 09. He also lost his job, car, everything, etc. In November 2009...Me, my mom, and my sister moved to a different state. My dad said he would come here eventually but to this date nothing. My original plan before all this happened was to go to college and make something out of myself but to this date...nothing. I work in a movie theather right now I've been trying to save money up since December 2009 but I'm so broke. I have to pay for so much stuff rent, water bill, insurance, etc. How am I supposed to pay for school I can't. I can't get financial aid because my parents are in so much debt and didn't file income taxes. I'm also in debt with a hospital bill from 2010 because I got an ear infection and didn't have medical insurance. I can't pay that either. To make things worse I had a boyfriend from April 2010 to December 2010. He broke up with me and played me big time with this girl he swore he had no feelings for and ruined our relationship. He is so happy with her. I am over that because all that matters is he's happy I just want to know why people step all over me and treat me like crap all the time. They pretend to care and love you but they don't. It's all lies. Then my parents fight all the time. My mom found out last year my dad was cheating found a picture of another woman etc. Things just haven't been the same. I just feel like a failure. I've been waiting patiently for so long for things to get better but day by day, they get worse. I seriously just wonder how it would be like to not feel anything anymore. I would be lying if I told you that I never thought of death. I don't know how much I can take anymore. I have no friends, no one to talk to. I see people who are so happy why can't that be me? It's not like anyone would care if I died anyone. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how I haven't lost my mind yet. I pray to god that things get better but still nothing. I don't know what to do, I really don't. I just need someone to talk to and cry to. Someone who understand what kind of pain I'm going through. Help me please somebody??? )':
   
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Re: Seriously wanting to give up on life. - April 10th 2011, 01:39 AM

Hello,
I just came across your post, and this definitely sounds like an incredibly tough situation. It definitely dwarfs even the worst of what I have gone through. If you need someone to talk to I am here, my PM box is always open.
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