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I can't take it anymore. - April 13th 2011, 06:49 AM

I've been having suicidal thoughts lately, and I feel like everything has just gone downhill since I started on some different antidepressants..
I'm pesstimistic about everything now, and I used to be completely different. I'm starting to really hate my life and how my mother and everyone else constantly shuts me out. The past two days I've been having a very difficult time holding my tears back during school hours..and when people ask me whats wrong, I completely deny it. I'm scared of making a huge scene in front of everybody, and I'm scared to break down around people. But most of all, I'm scared people won't understand. Throughout my life, everybody has always made me feel like I shouldn't go crying to someone about the emotional pain I'm in, in some way. I want help but every fear I have towards getting it is making me want to just run away. I want to replace these horrible thoughts with positive ones, but I can't do it alone anymore.

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Re: I can't take it anymore. - April 13th 2011, 08:25 AM

Hey Miranda,

I'm sorry things are rough for you at the moment. First of all, life is a beautiful thing, it may seem awful and hard at the moment but things will improve. 'Everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end.'

Maybe you should talk to your doctor about your new antideppressants, because if it is them causing this, then maybe you should really be using different ones.

I think you should maybe talk to your mother, explain to her that you are feeling shut out. Perhaps you could spend some time together, just you and her so you can talk things through?
If not, maybe talk to another adult you trust such as and family member or a teacher - someone who can support you through this.

You ARE strong enough to get through this, remember that always! I believe in you! <3

I am always here if you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me.

Take care and stay strong

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