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What is the point? - April 13th 2011, 09:42 AM

I'm so sick of all the ups and the downs. One day, I'll feel amazing, like I can do anything and then the next day I'm like this. I can't get out of bed, can't do the housework, can't think, can't eat, can't sleep. I can't do a fucking thing. I'm a complete waste of space. Everyone at work thinks I'm a fucking basketcase coz of my frigging mood swings. There is absolutely no point in me being alive. I'm only ruining things for other people.
I want to die. I turn 20 in 3 weeks. I'm going to do it then if I can hold on for that long. I have no future. I'm sorry.
   
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Re: What is the point? - April 16th 2011, 04:55 AM

Ella, you have a bright future and you are not ruining things for anyone. The mood swings you are experiencing, are they happening at random, or is there something in particular that is triggering them?
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Re: What is the point? - April 17th 2011, 08:03 PM

They are completely random. Stress makes them worse, but they never stop. I'm feeling so low right now. I had 5 stitches in a cut on my arm on friday. I've already pulled 2 of them out. I want to take the rest out and cut deeper, get the vein that I missed before. I feel like I'm going crazy. Even doing normal things like cleaning my bathroom are too much for me because all I can think about is drinking the bleach or slitting my wrists with my razor or a thousand other ways I could kill myself. It's too much. I'm becoming scared of myself. I know I'm capable of killing myself. I have come so close before and each time, it gets worse. I don't think I'll survive the next time.
   
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