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Again? Seriously? For fuck sakes... - April 19th 2011, 01:54 AM

Okay, not really a question ... just a rant.
I used to be severly depressed, guess you could say that.
Lately i've been feeling alot like the old me again. I hate it.
This time I think it has more to do with me feeling lonely now where i'm at an age everyone of my friends are involved with someone. Not that I can't get a girl i'm talking to 2 as of right now somewhat, more like I feel I can't trust them, or they would leave me for someone else because I know I shouldn't say this but i'm nothing special. I have no highschool education, no job, nothing going for me.
Also i'm feeling alot of pressure to change for the good and I just can't bring myself to do it. I want to quit smoking weed, I want to quit doing pills, I want a job, I want to settle down.
I just always fail at trying all of those. I went back to school for the 4th time, I just feel so awkward with the younger kids I couldn't do it no more. I try to get a job, but with no highschool and no refrences it's impossible it seems. I guess I just kind of feel like i'm going to go nowhere in life, with nobody.

I doubt anyone will read this or answer back, but if you do I appreciate it alot.

I could type alot more but I already feel like a downer, so i'm out.
   
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Re: Again? Seriously? For fuck sakes... - April 19th 2011, 02:38 AM

If depression is creeping up and must be faced, learn something about the nature of the beast: You may escape without a mauling.
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Hope you make it through school.
   
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Re: Again? Seriously? For fuck sakes... - April 19th 2011, 03:07 AM

Thanks for the reply, means alot.
   
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Re: Again? Seriously? For fuck sakes... - April 19th 2011, 05:14 AM

I think you sould attack this head on and quick before it gets too bad. Can you volunteer somewhere, that will keep you from getting lonely. And going to school online will be easier than going back to a public highschool. I truely believe that you can get out of this funk again, but you have to give it your all. Feel free to PM me if you ever need anything.


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Re: Again? Seriously? For fuck sakes... - April 19th 2011, 06:20 AM

Hey, look up. It's great you're not as depressed as you used to be (even if you're feeling like it again), just remember to take things one step at a time. Try to get rid of your depression, and then tackle another goal. So on and so forth. Don't try to do everything at once if you feel like it's overwhelming. Remember we're here for support and whenever you have questions or doubts, you can come here for advice . Good luck!


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Re: Again? Seriously? For fuck sakes... - April 20th 2011, 03:18 PM

Thanks you two, means alot.
Isn't so bad today, hope it stays this way.
   
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Re: Again? Seriously? For fuck sakes... - April 30th 2011, 01:21 AM

Honestly, you are absolutely amazing, and I really do hope one day you realize that. <3

Changing for the better isn't an easy thing to do. Everyone struggles with it in some way every day. If you REALLY want to change as badly as you say, you'll find the motivation deep down. Baby steps is the only way for a huge change to happen. You can't expect it over night, ya know?

I know you can do whatever you put your mind to. I've seen it before. Just don't give up on yourself, okay?

Btw, you ARE something special. You ARE a catch. You ARE worth being with. You ARE perfect in your own way. <3




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