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the final straw. - April 19th 2011, 10:40 AM

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I.. just want to die.
I've was getting better, I was actually happy. Now? Now i just want to die.
I've been having suicidal thoughts for about a month now, while I was happy.. I was going to do it the other night.. in the bath but i didnt have the guts.

Its stupid, but its over a boy.

I know I say be patient and it will get better.. I've been patient far too long now. 3 years. I've suffered enough and I just want it to stop. The hurt just keeps coming back. I get happy then someone brings me down, and I struggle to get back up. See the thing is, I dont think i'm strong enough anymore..

I just don't know what to do.. I don't think I can last 2 weeks until i see my psychologist again.


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Re: the final straw. - April 19th 2011, 11:52 AM

if you actually think that you are going to go through with it then you can go to the hospital.
do you take antidepressants? i know that they helped me a lot. you said that you have been feeling this way a month, do you think that it could just be a temporary thing?
if you cant wait two weeks to see your psychologist then maybe you could go talk to your school counselor or your parents or something.


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Re: the final straw. - April 19th 2011, 12:10 PM

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if you actually think that you are going to go through with it then you can go to the hospital.
do you take antidepressants? i know that they helped me a lot. you said that you have been feeling this way a month, do you think that it could just be a temporary thing?
if you cant wait two weeks to see your psychologist then maybe you could go talk to your school counselor or your parents or something.
I cant tell anyone .-.
And no. I don't know why they havent given me anything but they haven't.. And i've been like it for a while, just the last month has been bad. I'm not at school for two weeks so i cant.. and i dont tell my mum stuff like that, i jsut cant


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Re: the final straw. - April 19th 2011, 12:17 PM

well your mom must know somewhat how you have been feeling if she is the one paying for you to see your psychologist right?
have you tried making an earlier appointment? maybe if someone makes a cancellation you could get that spot. you should call to find out. or maybe you could try to find another psychologist to speak with.
do you have any friends that you could to talk to? or siblings?


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Re: the final straw. - April 19th 2011, 12:21 PM

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well your mom must know somewhat how you have been feeling if she is the one paying for you to see your psychologist right?
have you tried making an earlier appointment? maybe if someone makes a cancellation you could get that spot. you should call to find out. or maybe you could try to find another psychologist to speak with.
do you have any friends that you could to talk to? or siblings?
Its not worth it. I'll just wait.


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