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Long gone - April 20th 2011, 10:15 PM

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Hey, incase anyone was wondering where I've been for a bit, I had to take councelling and was under watch for a little while.

Anyways, 3 days ago I finnally got "free" and told I was "cured".


Clearly I lied, just letting everyone know I'm gonna kill my self tonight, not fucking up anymore.
   
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Re: Long gone - April 20th 2011, 11:16 PM

Why are you wanting to kill yourself? I know life can be shitty, but the earth is still spinning. Things will get better. You just have to have faith in that. Though, I understand how hard it is to have faith in something like that. Just don't give up.<3


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Re: Long gone - April 20th 2011, 11:19 PM

I've been depressed since I was 14, 5 years of this shit and now I just don't want to live anymore, its not even a "oh my god i hate my life its so shitty"


Its more like, I WANT TO DIE

I got XXXXmg of DXM and 14 valium with about 1/2 a mickey of whiskey. I aint fucking up this time.

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Re: Long gone - April 20th 2011, 11:25 PM

Hey, I get the feeling. Trust me. You have every right to feel the way that you do.
You may have been dealing with this for five years now, but you CAN get through this.
I honestly think that inpatient would good for you. You just have to be open to getting help.
You're nineteen, this is the age where you start to discover yourself, and plan for a future.
What things are you interested in? What things make you smile? Aren't those reasons for you
to hang on and keep going? Find a reason to live. You're strong. you just need to see your own strength.
I see you around the forums. You're an awesome person. <3


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Re: Long gone - April 20th 2011, 11:32 PM

I really appreciate what your trying to do, but to be honest I wasn't looking for help.

I've grown tired of living, and if everything goes as planned its going to be over in about 30 minutes (when im taking it)

Once again, thanks alot for trying to help, but I'm done. I just wanted people on here to know what happened, since alot of you actually seem to care more than my real friends.
   
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Re: Long gone - April 21st 2011, 12:02 AM

Goodbye everyone.
   
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Re: Long gone - April 21st 2011, 12:07 AM

PLEASE don't do this.


Hey! You are my sunshine on a rainy day, it's gonna be okay.
   
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Re: Long gone - April 21st 2011, 01:08 AM

This is Ians sister, he left the page open.

He's being taken to the hospital at the minute, really don't know if he will make it though.

Thanks for the help, if he gets threw it I'll make sure he knows that people cared.
   
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