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Some days i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up - April 23rd 2011, 10:31 PM

Seriously; nothing particulary bad in my life is going on, but i just feel so tired of it all, so bored of constant routine, can't deal with stress from school and friends, and being a teenager in general.
Every little thing gets into me and spreads like poison, and it hurts so much. I walk around the house looking so depressed all the time. I feel like anything good that happens to me, it ends so soon or gets taken away for some reason. I put on this mask to my family and friends, its so easy to sound fine over IM..

I look at myself in the mirror, and just think, im so ugly; i've tried thinking about the good things about the way i look but all in all i just feel horrible.

I never used to cry, but now? Anything sets me off, im getting all watery eyed right now just typing this, and thats what i've been doing the whole night really.

Why does life do this to us? or, why do we do it to ourselves?
Why do i have to be such a negative person all the time - it just brings me down.
I hate this feeling, i feel like i did when i was 11; they put so much pressure on us for our SATs exams, i was constantly getting lower marks in maths even though i was in thetop group, i was at the very bottom of it, im sure i was depressed around that time, i even heard my sister say it to my mom back then. Those exams meant nothing compared to GCSE's, gcses is what will shape what i get for my a levels, which will decide my future ultimatley. If SAT's make me feel like that, how will i be when i get into year 10+11? I dread to think.

I just sit in my garden sometimes at the top, most days lately, and just dream, about how i want my life even though it will never come true..
   
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Re: Some days i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up - April 24th 2011, 02:20 AM

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Seriously; nothing particulary bad in my life is going on, but i just feel so tired of it all, so bored of constant routine, can't deal with stress from school and friends, and being a teenager in general.
Every little thing gets into me and spreads like poison, and it hurts so much. I walk around the house looking so depressed all the time. I feel like anything good that happens to me, it ends so soon or gets taken away for some reason. I put on this mask to my family and friends, its so easy to sound fine over IM..

I look at myself in the mirror, and just think, im so ugly; i've tried thinking about the good things about the way i look but all in all i just feel horrible.

I never used to cry, but now? Anything sets me off, im getting all watery eyed right now just typing this, and thats what i've been doing the whole night really.

Why does life do this to us? or, why do we do it to ourselves?
Why do i have to be such a negative person all the time - it just brings me down.
I hate this feeling, i feel like i did when i was 11; they put so much pressure on us for our SATs exams, i was constantly getting lower marks in maths even though i was in thetop group, i was at the very bottom of it, im sure i was depressed around that time, i even heard my sister say it to my mom back then. Those exams meant nothing compared to GCSE's, gcses is what will shape what i get for my a levels, which will decide my future ultimatley. If SAT's make me feel like that, how will i be when i get into year 10+11? I dread to think.

I just sit in my garden sometimes at the top, most days lately, and just dream, about how i want my life even though it will never come true..
wow i really know how you feel except i have a huge situation that will never pass over but im just gunna give you the samething ive been told over and over hang on there and keep living no matter how hard and painful it is..
   
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Re: Some days i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up - April 24th 2011, 12:33 PM

I know other people have much bigger problems than me but yet i still feel like this; even though i know im ridiculously lucky :/
   
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Re: Some days i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up - April 24th 2011, 06:06 PM

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Originally Posted by xlightningbolt View Post
Seriously; nothing particulary bad in my life is going on, but i just feel so tired of it all, so bored of constant routine, can't deal with stress from school and friends, and being a teenager in general.
Every little thing gets into me and spreads like poison, and it hurts so much. I walk around the house looking so depressed all the time. I feel like anything good that happens to me, it ends so soon or gets taken away for some reason. I put on this mask to my family and friends, its so easy to sound fine over IM..

I look at myself in the mirror, and just think, im so ugly; i've tried thinking about the good things about the way i look but all in all i just feel horrible.

I never used to cry, but now? Anything sets me off, im getting all watery eyed right now just typing this, and thats what i've been doing the whole night really.

Why does life do this to us? or, why do we do it to ourselves?
Why do i have to be such a negative person all the time - it just brings me down.
I hate this feeling, i feel like i did when i was 11; they put so much pressure on us for our SATs exams, i was constantly getting lower marks in maths even though i was in thetop group, i was at the very bottom of it, im sure i was depressed around that time, i even heard my sister say it to my mom back then. Those exams meant nothing compared to GCSE's, gcses is what will shape what i get for my a levels, which will decide my future ultimatley. If SAT's make me feel like that, how will i be when i get into year 10+11? I dread to think.

I just sit in my garden sometimes at the top, most days lately, and just dream, about how i want my life even though it will never come true..
I know exactly how you must feel, the advice I can really give you is to think positive. I know thinking about what might happen in the future can bring you down, but you shouldn't let that bother you. There is no need to worry about the way you look, cause real friends will love you for your personality and not your looks, trust me on that one, I am as ugly as they come . Just remember, no "test" can decide your future, only you can decide your future, by going out and doing what you wanna do in life, be what YOU want to be in life. I guarantee if you try your hardest to achieve what you want to achieve, it will happen.

Hope you find this helpful. Feel free to message me with any questions you may have. Im always happy to help

Chris
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