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Exclamation Im tired of Suffering - April 27th 2011, 11:45 PM

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Im tired of suffering anymore. I cant keep going on like this. Im ruining everyone lives n making everyone miserble. I cant Keep doing this. If i do im going to end it. I kno Suicide isnt the answer but Im not happy anymore n im starting back at Square one all over again. I got to do something. I Broke down last nite n cut my arm twice. I kno i did something bad but it made me feel better. my arms were all healed up n everything before i did it again. tats why i said im starting back at Square one then it will lead to other stuff. I dont understand myself right now. My head is confused. I want to go to sleep n never wake up. I just want to Die. Bc im not worth living when im ruining everyone life. I hate it. Wat do i do? I cant do it anymore. Im losing it!


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Then you give up. Then its all over.

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Re: Im tired of Suffering - April 28th 2011, 01:48 PM

Just because you relapsed into cutting doesn't mean that you have to follow that path down. Keep fighting it. Death is NOT the answer. I know it can feel like the only way, but you must find a ray of hope. There is always hope. You must work hard to find it. Everyone else's lives would be worse off if you were not around. Try to find at least one thing to look forward to and to focus on... a goal, a friend who can help, something that you've always wanted to do... Things change...that is the absolute in life... things change. You can make it change for the better by taking it a step at a time and not letting yourself get pulled down into despair. It WILL get better. It may just take a little patience.
   
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Re: Im tired of Suffering - April 28th 2011, 03:26 PM

Remember self harming is just a slip up.. Don't beat yourself up over it, its not worth it.. Death is not the answer, it would upset a lot of people who are around you and love you.. Keep fighting, reach out to someone who is close to you and tell them what is going on for you.. I am sorry you are feeling awful but ending your life is not the answer..
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Re: Im tired of Suffering - April 29th 2011, 12:35 AM

well of course not. I kno Death isnt the answer. But the way ive been for a week n havent had any Behavior Medicene in me n being
mean
hateful
suicidal
aggressive

I feel like letting go. I making my parents so miserable right now tat i could just let go any min. Say Goodbye to everyone. I dont care anymore. I really Dont. soo idk wat to do with myself. I was bout to put myself back into the Mental Hospital today. But dad said we r tomorrow going to go see my Medicene Doctor n see if he can put me on something to calm me down. Its Watever anymore. I cant keep on doing this. All day today im pissing people off Left n Right. Idk wat to do. Its like i dont Exist. My dad on the other hand he Wont listen to me when i try to tell him something bout wats wrong or something with my medicene or something he Wants to think wat he wants n he wont listen to me. Well tonite me n him started agruing bout my medicene tat i take n he told me tat Toparmax is a Behavior medicene n ive been trying to tell him for a while now tat it isnt well he called my doctor n he asked him n he found out tat topermax is for Migrans headachs Not for Behavior. But its like no one listens to me. If there is something wrong with me its like its alright leslie just looking for Attention again shell be over with it in alittle while. SHUT UP! I DONT LOOK FOR ATTENTION ANYMORE N I DONT LIKE ATTENTION SEEKING. TATS RETARDED!


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you try and try to do everything you can. Then it gets harder.

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