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Unhappy Everyone is giving up on me and so have I - April 29th 2011, 03:43 AM

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In the past two months everything has totally like blown up, I am no allowed to go back to school because I quit going like because of the stuff that was going on at home. The school board is like oh you can go to this alternative school (Which by the way is like for students who are like suspended or expelled or on probation and like people from the prison here). The stuff that was going on at home is like my dad being inappropriate to me, they took me away from my dad like a month and a half ago and then after 2.5 weeks of me being away at a safe house they sent me right back saying it was me making things bigger than they are and the it isn't that bad. Now they have taken away my groups and stuff like that saying I am to complex and troubled. Everyone from like my dad, my therapist and like psychiatrist and the government people have like totally given up on me and I just can't do all this on my own any more, there is like a lot more that what I have like written but this is some of the big stuff. I no longer have access to anything no one wants to deal with me anymore...I don't want to live any more. I am really not important to the world and like no one would like miss me anyhow. Anyone can treat me and like do what they want to me and it is fine let them cause I can't fight it anymore. I either want to like end it all or run away, no one here really cares and like I am so alone and afraid. 16 years of all of this is soooo enough... I don't know what to do anymore?

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Re: Everyone is giving up on me and so have I - April 29th 2011, 05:31 AM

I'm so sorry. I know it seems like everything in your life is messed up, and I know I can't even begin to understand the extent of how horrible all of this is for you. But you mustn't ever give up. Someone WILL care if you ever decide to end it, and isn't that someone worth fighting for? What if you meet that person tomarrow? They could change your life in an instant for the better. It's bleak today, but tomarrow could be the start of something brighter. Your future spouse is walking the Earth right now, waiting to fall into your life and make you feel whole again.

Your life is very hard now, but running away would be much harder. Starving, constantly looking for shelter, trying to stay warm. Not to mention how dangerous it is. Do your best to cope, I know it's extremely hard, but just until you're 18 and can live on your own.

I have not given up on you. Please don't do anything drastic. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.
   
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