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I just don't know - May 2nd 2011, 09:32 PM

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I just don't know anymore... im such a disappointment, i can't keep my grades up worth shit.. im nearly 20 pounds overweight for my age and height...im bisexual..my mom calls me ungrateful , rude and other names almost every day.... she loves me but im sick of her making feel like a piece of crap... I cut everyday but unlike some i don't want anyone to notice... i want to be left alone ....but im just so sick of feeling like a complete failure all the time... i lost my blade and it suck because nothing i have hurts enough like that blade... im sick of having to put up a mask everyday when i go to school of some happy go lucky girl then coming home and having to do it again until i can go to my room... my only salvation has been reading fan-fictions and escaping for a while through that... but it hasn't been working for a while and ... i just don't know

"People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That's how they define "reality". But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"? Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?"
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Re: I just don't know - May 3rd 2011, 11:49 PM

Hey Mariah,

Easy, kid. Don't sweat it. You're 15, so I assume you are a freshman or sophomore. Either way, you've still got ample time to pick your grades up. As for your weight, you have to learn how to love yourself. To quote Eminem, (If you believe in God) "God gave you the shoes to fit you. Be yourself. Be proud of who you are." As for your mom, talk it out with her. If that goes nowhere, then all you can do is toughen up and not let it get to you. As hard or harsh that may be, it is what you will need to survive. Never discount the value of your own life. I'm here if you need a talk, ever

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Re: I just don't know - May 4th 2011, 12:18 AM

Hey. I know things can be hard, but keep at it. Just try to work on your grades as best you can, and ask for help if you need it. And ya know, Mariah, it's absolutely okay to be bisexual. There's nothing wrong with you at all for being that way, I am too. Ya know, you don't have to hide the way you're feeling. Let it out, let you be you. Refusing to let your emotions surface makes them eat you alive if you're not careful.

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