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); I Don't Want To Feel Anymore - May 2nd 2011, 10:54 PM

It feels like I'm losing my mind.
I can't focus, ever. I haven't done homework in over 3 weeks..I've had a presentation due for over a month now and was going to finish it for tomorrow but now my mind is gone again.
I always feel like shit. I hate it. All day I was fine..I don't think I felt depressed once. Until I got home.
I can hide it well, but when I get home it creeps back into my head. I ended up bawling my eyes out for 10 minutes and I could keep going, but my dads home so I'll hold it in until tonight..maybe.
I feel so lost.. so hopeless. I can't even describe it.
I need to get my act together, but I can't.
I think I've cried every day for the past week..and I've cut myself a lot too.
I hate all this..I don't think I'll ever be able to get rid of it.
I never have for more than like a few days.
What the f**k is the point of living in a place where you go through never ending pain and seem lost the whole time?
I want out of this hell.


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Re: ); I Don't Want To Feel Anymore - May 2nd 2011, 11:11 PM

I get that feeling at times. I can relate to you feeling lost, hopeless. And I concur with the fact that at home, its sometimes depressing since you feel the most lost or alone. But, what I suggest is to go out with friends or talk to a close friend. This has always helped me. I find that certain situations can be a vicious cycle. Judging by what I interpreted from you message, you maybe feel lonely, lost, confused?. I presume you are trying to find your place in this world? Find a safe haven where you can be happy? But, what I can tell you is that things will get better. You may feel pain and suffering at this moment, but you will find your light in the darkness of this world. You will find the hope and a reason to live. Stay strong!
   
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Re: ); I Don't Want To Feel Anymore - May 3rd 2011, 09:17 PM

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I get that feeling at times. I can relate to you feeling lost, hopeless. And I concur with the fact that at home, its sometimes depressing since you feel the most lost or alone. But, what I suggest is to go out with friends or talk to a close friend. This has always helped me. I find that certain situations can be a vicious cycle. Judging by what I interpreted from you message, you maybe feel lonely, lost, confused?. I presume you are trying to find your place in this world? Find a safe haven where you can be happy? But, what I can tell you is that things will get better. You may feel pain and suffering at this moment, but you will find your light in the darkness of this world. You will find the hope and a reason to live. Stay strong!
I go out as much as I can, I hate staying home..but I live out where no one lives so unless my parents drive me or a friend picks me up I'm stuck here.
I do feel lonely lost and confused, I wouldn't say I'm trying to find my place in this world.. well maybe. But really all I've been focusing on is just having fun and living life. And now this );
I did find a place I thought was safe and could be happy..but all that got messed up and now I don't have anywhere I can just feel good.
I finally told my best friend whats going on..she lives 2 hours away though and has no way of getting here but she's trying cause she wants to be here for me I guess.
Thanks, I hope this passes..


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