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I think I'm ready. - May 4th 2011, 06:20 PM

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Lately it's just been really hard. Like I move in with my dad because my mom treats me like shit and now mu dad turns around and says he doesn't want me living with him. Like wtf? I'm just so sick of this. Like I get it. no body loves me or even pretends to like me for that matter. All people do is complaine how they hate me and how they with I where dead. Well Im ready now. I'm so tempted to take a bus down town and jump off the bridge today or else jump off the talest point of this school near my house. One of the two. Like I just really don't want to do it anymore. No one listens to me and I'm always just that girl in the background that no one even loves or even noticed half the time. They only notice you when you have done something wrong. Like I don't know anymore. Everyone always tells me ong life is amazing just like it. It will get better. Well personally I think that's a load of bull shit. People have been telling me this for idk 5 maybe 6 years. And has it got any better? I think not. My nannys dead. She was the only one who gave a rats ass about me and now look what I have, absoutly nothing! Also people say oh suicide is so selfish, but really is it? Would you rather a person dying live in pain until they pass away or just let then dye and be out of pain and misery? That's honestly the way I'm looking at it now. I feel every day I'm like dying and if I where to die I would be happy and free. Like fuck, I can't even think of one reason to live anymore. I'm that back up friend for the few friends I do have, I've never had a boy friend or even had a boy look at me before for that matter, my parents hate me, I'm a failure and can't do anything right, I try really had to be a good jr. Leader with the sparks and I can't even do that! I'm not fucking good enough for anyone! Sorry this was kinda long.


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Re: I think I'm ready. - May 4th 2011, 06:34 PM

Hey Morgan,
I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a rough time atm I honestly don't know what to say that can make you feel any better. But I just want you to know you are not alone. I care, I'm sure there are other people on this site who care about you. You're NOT a failure lovely. You're 16, that's the time you're *supposed* to be making mistakes and it doesn't matter in the slightest if you mess up a little (or even a lot in some cases). Have you tried talking to your GP about this? hugs xxx
   
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Re: I think I'm ready. - May 4th 2011, 06:38 PM

Gp? That's a doctor right? Well she put me on anti depressants snd when ever she asked me if I ever felt suicidal I always said no because my dad said it's ok to lie about stuff like that because if you tell the trust you will end up in a psyh. Ward.


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Re: I think I'm ready. - May 4th 2011, 07:15 PM

Woah okay. I'm sorry but you're Dad is wrong on this one. No one can help you if they don't know what's wrong How long have you been taking them for? xx
   
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Re: I think I'm ready. - May 4th 2011, 07:19 PM

Idk 5 maybe 6 weeks.


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Re: I think I'm ready. - May 4th 2011, 08:09 PM

They can take a while to work, I know it's frustrating but you really do need to give it more time. I do highly suggest you tell your GP exactly how you're feeling though. Honestly, they're there to help. xx
   
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