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So alone - May 11th 2011, 08:37 AM

I'm so alone...
Do you know what it's like to go to school everyday without the intention to talk to anyone? My teachers stopped caring, the other kids say "Fuck off" to me. It has been likethis for years.ever since 2nd grade stuff like this happens. It even happens with people I don't know. Just random people on the sidewalk. Even then people look at me like some sort of freak. I've blocked out all my emotoins so far it's to the point of being unresponsive to being puched in the face. I was pushed into broken glass the other day and I had to bandage my hands and knees myself. Noone even bothered to help when they saw blood dripping behind me while I walked to the nurses office. I've never had more than 2 friends in the entire world. Now I'm moving away and I havn't seen them in years. My life is useless other than maybe a motivation to those who want to do good in life. I've actually died before,an EMT brought me back to life though. If I just killed myself maybe someone would notice I existed I'm sick tired and want to die, so much infact I'm thinking of cutting my wrists open or hanging myself right now. I have things to do it within 5 steps away...If I do though people would just say "oh fuck this kid hated himself. Oh well lets go talk about celebrity scandels" or some shit like that. If maybe one person liked me and introduced me to some more people. I'd maybe stop wanting to kill myself. For now that wont happen. Odds are I'm dead ,but I wont because I'll be checking this every 5 minutes like a dumbass waiting for someone to respond. All I know is that I'm alone.
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Re: So alone - May 11th 2011, 03:24 PM

Hey i really do know what your going though that was what it was like for me in school. Yeah i know it sucks. Have you tried getting involved in any kinda after school activities or any clubs in your school? As stupid as this sounds this is where i met alot of my friends. There are so many people here on Teen Help that would not mind being your friend ether. If you ever need to talk feel free to PM or anyone else here at TH.

You cant make any friends when your dead! Also it is still unknown what happens when we die so there is no guarantee that anything will get better if you kill yourself. Just something to think about.

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