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Unhappy Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 12th 2011, 11:20 PM

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I have this undiagnosable disease that is slowly killing me. I randomly stop breathing, i am in constant pain and my doctors say that i will most likely die before I am 30. i am so scared and i dont want to die. it is killing me emotionally, i cry every night in bed and i am never truly happy. i think i want to end my life just because i dont want to have to face the end where i am curled up as a vegetable on life support.


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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 13th 2011, 12:34 AM

I cant even begin to know how you are feeling so im not going to say i do. But if i where in your situation I would not give into this disease. Dont give up the fight! There is always hope.



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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 13th 2011, 12:45 AM

I am sorry it makes you depressed thinking about it, but you have a while before you turn 30 or near it. It may be hard to not think about it, but you have a life to live so enjoy every second and at its fullest because we all have one life to live. Even though they are doctors, they could be wrong. You never know if it could be 30 or even 40 years that might be it. Or perhaps it could be a LONG ways away, but I dont know the extent of the illness you have and I wish you the absolute best with your future.

Hope this helped and that you feel better emotionally, because worrying about it will only make it harder to live the life you truly want to (Happened with my depression).


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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 13th 2011, 03:13 AM

Cvcsly is right doctors are wrong all the time. You could live a very healthy life. No one knows what the future will hold. Enjoy every day of your life like you never knew you had this disease. Live your life to the fullest and dont let this stop you from enjoying your life.



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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 14th 2011, 01:26 PM

Have you seen the Discovery Health show Mystery Diagnosis? I suggest trying to contact one of the doctors who were on the show. They actually had an episode where someone did that.
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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 14th 2011, 02:52 PM

Hi Alyssa,

I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I can't even imagine what it would be like for you. But don't give up. Give that disease all the fight you have. Don't let it take over you.
Maybe getting a few more opinions from some more doctors might lead you to a diagnosis?

But if you ever need to talk or want support, don't even hesitate to VM/PM me anytime!


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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 14th 2011, 03:15 PM

First, I know a kid who's dad had three months to live. Three years later he's active and perfectly healthy. Don't count yourself short.

Secondly, I really am very sorry you have to deal with this. It must be harder than anyone could ever endure.

Thirdly: If you believe in God this is a blessing, if you believe in fate it was meant to happen, no matter what you believe this is good. It means you will enjoy every day so much more. Make every day the best and be happy for who YOU are. You are strong and your are amazing. That is the most important thing.

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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 14th 2011, 11:26 PM

thank you hun.. yeah, i definatly need someone to talk to. its really hard for me to deal with all of this stuff.


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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 14th 2011, 11:27 PM

thanks justin. i really appreciate that. yeah, i am trying very hard not to give up its just so hard when you randomly stop breathing and stuff and you feel like you are going to go crazy.


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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 15th 2011, 03:29 AM

alibear101: I completely understand your stress and sadness.
I've had a few scares similair. For one I used to get strange headaches that could completely dehabilitate me at completely random times. Doctors said it was paraylisis and I would probably be in a wheelchair in only two years. That was five years ago. Turns out it was a headache known as "Thunder Clap" that only recently had been discovered. It's the byproduct of weak neck muscles. I no longer get them, after doing a variety of strenghening excersises.

It just goes to show that doctors are still learning, because it has yet to be diagnosed, you could very well survive.

As others have recomended, keep seeing doctors until someone offers any form of help, no one our age should have to worry about dying from some mysterious diease. Some doctors can and will help you.

Having a medical problem can make you feel alone and crazy. I get that. However it's simply not true. Many people believe you are indeed NOT crazy, and many more want to help you.

If your religous or not, I send my prayers with you in this troubled time.

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Re: Undiagnosable Disease killing me emotionally and physically - May 16th 2011, 12:13 PM

JKmadu619: oh wow. thats another thing i get severe migraines and ive had one for the past month./


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