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im done - May 14th 2011, 07:12 AM

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i think im going to kill myself
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Re: im done - May 14th 2011, 07:41 AM

Why are you thinking that?
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Re: im done - May 14th 2011, 09:26 AM

i dont think things will ever get better for me...
i dont think i would be missed anyways
idont think anyone cares or loves me anyways
i have bee struggling for sooo long

amd im sooo beyond tired of fighting
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Re: im done - May 14th 2011, 09:56 AM

Drew,

I'm really sorry that things are hard for you at the moment, but you can do this, you ARE stronger than this. Things will improve, i know it can sometimes seem like they won't but they will, give them time and work to make things better for yourself. You would be missed by so many people, including me; everyone cares about you dear, we don't want to see you hurt.
You can do this hang in there and feel free to PM me if you want to talk, i am always willing to listen.

Stay strong and take care,
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Re: im done - May 15th 2011, 07:39 AM

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Drew,

I'm really sorry that things are hard for you at the moment, but you can do this, you ARE stronger than this. Things will improve, i know it can sometimes seem like they won't but they will, give them time and work to make things better for yourself. You would be missed by so many people, including me; everyone cares about you dear, we don't want to see you hurt.
You can do this hang in there and feel free to PM me if you want to talk, i am always willing to listen.

Stay strong and take care,
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thank you sweetie..that really means so much to me

but i have been thinking alot about this lately...
i just feel like i dont help anyone here
if i was gone..the world world would be a better place without me in it..
been depressed since i was ten,impuslive since i was eleven..and suicidal since i was thirteen..

i love everyone here..you guys are so amazing...

but i dont see whats so speical about me...i feel like a hyopcrite
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Re: im done - May 15th 2011, 08:02 AM

No no no! Drew please dont do this. People here really care about you and wanna help you get better. I know u help ppl here, you will be missed very much. You can get thru this, you just gotta keep pushing thru till things start looking better.


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Re: im done - May 15th 2011, 08:15 AM

*crying hard*
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Re: im done - May 15th 2011, 08:35 AM

*big hug* its gonna be ok


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Re: im done - May 15th 2011, 08:38 AM

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*big hug* its gonna be ok
She's exactly right. It is going to be okay.
Right now may be really really hard, but it will get better
   
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Re: im done - May 15th 2011, 09:15 AM

i cant do this
i should go
i will miss you guys

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Re: im done - May 15th 2011, 11:16 AM

Listen Drew, i've been in your position before. I attempted suicide, ending up in hospital. Ending up with so many horrible memories from that night that you wouldn't believe. It honestly destroyed me. I have no motivation for anything anymore. My self harm is worse, my eating disorder is worse. My whole life is worse, but overdosing made me realise that I needed to carry on fighting. It was a wake up call for me. It showed me how much trouble I caused by doing what I did, and it gave me a reason not to attempt again.

You don't need to go through that to learn that. Most people who attempt suicide do survive, some with severe health problems. My boyfriend has attempted 5 times now. He destroyed all the valves in his heart, and now he will never be able to live a "normal" life. Suicide attempts destroy lives, it's not worth it. Get help, because if you attempt and survive you'll be getting help anyway, you may as well just skip the attempting part.
   
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Re: im done - May 17th 2011, 06:52 PM

Drew I know things are incredibly hard. But i promise that they will get easier. They won't always be this hard. You can do this. You are stronger than you realise.Please don't do anything. I would miss you so much.I am always here if you need me. Your not alone and a lot of people care.You can do this


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Re: im done - May 17th 2011, 09:57 PM

Drew. Don't. I know it may seem like the right thing to do right now, but trust me, it really isn't. I don't have experience with attempting like other people do, but I do have experience with feeling like things are never going to get better. Trust me. They always do.

"I've got to admit, it's getting better.
It's a little better, all the time.
I have to admit, it's getting better.
It's getting better."

"And if, the, night runs over.
And if, the, day won't last.
And if, your, way should falter.
Along, this, stony pass.

It's just a moment,
This time, will pass."

"Now the darkness only stays the night-time
In the morning it will fade away
Daylight is good at arriving at the right time
Its not always going to be this grey."

The trip up the hill may be hard, but on your way down, wind blowing in your hair, you'll say to yourself "It was worth it." Keep on walking. Reach to the top. And scream at the top of your lungs when you reach the top and are running down. We have to take the bad to get the good. We have to climb up that hill to be able to run down it and see it getting smaller and smaller. Your life is SO much more worth than you think it is. You have no idea how valuable you are.

Don't do it, Drew. It is not a way out.

It's just a moment. This time, will pass. <3


Risk something, take back what's yours.
Say something that you know they might attack you for.
Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before.
Like it's stupid standing for, what I'm standing for.


When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die.

Your voice is your own, I can't protect it.

You'll have to sing.
A verse no one has ever, known.
Don't be afraid.
Cause no one ever sings, alone.
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Re: im done - May 18th 2011, 06:19 AM

im sorry for everything i put everyone here through
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Re: im done - May 19th 2011, 01:10 PM

Stop. It is no trouble at all. You have not put me through anything bad at all. And I'm sure that everyone else can say the same. I love to help people in any way I can. It was actually kind of fun to look up those lyrics.

Like I said, your life is so much more worth than you think it is. Things will get better, they always do.

Truck through it. It's worth it.


Risk something, take back what's yours.
Say something that you know they might attack you for.
Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before.
Like it's stupid standing for, what I'm standing for.


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Your voice is your own, I can't protect it.

You'll have to sing.
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Re: im done - May 20th 2011, 12:16 AM

andrew, listen you are so loved by a whole bunch of people. i dont know you but i care about you and i know what you are going through. its unbelievably hard but you have got to find something in the world to hold on to so that you dont give up. if you want you can even hold on to me. im here for you at all times. pm me when you get a chance <3


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Re: im done - May 21st 2011, 06:45 AM

i just came on to say goodbye
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