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The worst so far. - May 25th 2011, 12:54 PM

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I nearly killed myself yesterday. Not deliberately. I sat in the shower and cut for three hours. I lost so much blood I was physically sick and couldn't stand properly. I thought I was going to die and I honestly didn't care. I felt happy and free.
I am so scared.
I want to do it. I want to let go.

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Re: The worst so far. - May 25th 2011, 05:44 PM


I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad lately. I don't know whether you've tried getting help for the feelings you get, but if not, perhaps it could to you some favours, so I'd recommend trying that. As for the cutting, try to do something that takes your mind off of how you're feeling, the urges and things. I know it's hard to believe anything will work, but things do work.

Hopefully you've been to the doctors about the blood loss and sorted yourself out by now. Obvioulsy if you havn't, go as soon as you can and get better. It's horrible that you don't get to be happy, but one day you will be. Just hang on in there and keep yourself strong. You can do this.

Take care, and feel free to PM me whenever,

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books, art, cinema, wine, and so onó
are the things you need to live

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