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I hate you, I hate me, I hate this entire frigging universe we stand on and I want it all to die and burn in hell. - June 5th 2011, 08:09 AM

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I want to fucking die.
I want to fucking DIE.
I'm just so sick and tired of all this shit and all that shit and every peice of shit in the entire universe. I just want to get a fucking bomb and fucking blow everything up.
I'm sick of having to worry about everyone's shit. I'm sick or having to hide because I don't want anymore blame to be placed on my fucking plate.
I am sick of dealing with those lying, betraying cunts who I want to rip into pieces and who are fucking accusing me of wanting to fucking slaughter them. After that shit, fuck, you think I don't?
And that bitch of a mother. She fucking interrupts me just for a guy. She doesn't give a fuck if I'm sick inside as long as I'm fine outside. She would rather me fucking die telling her that I will kill myself then me getting help from fucking anywhere.
And that mother fucking sister of mine. She makes me hurt day in and fucking day out from her constant demands, that whore. She wants me to be just like fucking her and even if I'm internally bleeding, she wouldn't give a fuck. If I die from a fucking kidney failure or some shit, if she didn't have fucking physical proof, it didn't happen, that cunt. If I'm hurting inside, she'll fucking hurt me outside to equalize it.
And that fucking whore who's so fucking stubborn, she only thinks about her fucking self, she doesn't give a fuck if I fucking die.
They all just want me for their fucking satisfaction.
And I'm fucking tired of all this "go get help" shit I keep getting. Do you think I want to be fucking sent back only for them to tell me what I already fucking know and put me on those fucking pills? Do you think I have the fucking money to fucking afford that shit? Do you think that after what has been happening to me for 2 years already just for a weeks stay that I want to fucking return to that place. FUCK NO. I am sick of this shit and the only way to get it out of here is to fucking die I need to fucking die because these seizures and these hallucinations and these voices and all this shit is not gonna go away by themselves. I need to fucking destroy this shit. I need to fucking die.


THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.

   
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Re: I hate you, I hate me, I hate this entire frigging universe we stand on and I want it all to die and burn in hell. - June 5th 2011, 05:56 PM

Calm down and think about positive things, even if you think there isn't any there always is like maybe a song your in love with, be thankful for it, or your weight, height, eye color, anything. Give yourself reasons to live. Help really isn't all that bad, just remember it's always an option. PM me any time, I'm here to help.


Don't let anyone say you're not beautiful, stay true to you!
   
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