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Unhappy Give Me A Good Enough Reason To Stay . - June 7th 2011, 02:18 PM

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You want an honest answer, OK then. I'm not OK, i haven't been for a long time. As a matter of fact I want nothing more than, even on good days, to end my life. i just wish i was 5 again, no cares, no worries in the world. anything was possible, your imagination had no limits, you believe in fairy tales and happy endings.
I've been trying to keep myself together. But it would be so much easier to just let go .
i know i have friends and family who love me , they just dont get it , y should they blame me for this mess , when there the ones who never helped me .

i carve a cross onto my skin , so God can forgive me whilst i make a sin against myself , as i watch the blood pour down my arm i wonder "WHY ME "

i feel so dead , is it so bad to want out ?


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Re: Give Me A Good Enough Reason To Stay . - June 7th 2011, 02:25 PM

Hey Kimberly Beth,

I'm so sorry you feel so bad lately. I totally understand the upset about growing up, but we all have to do it unfortunatly. I know it's a horrible thing to go out into the world and not have the dream of marrying a prince to have a happy ever after layed out infront of you, but the dream has to change some day. Yes, you have cares, and no, you don't have fairytales, but you have life and oppertunity and possibility and all of those things are just around the corner. You've got years to work out what YOUR fairytale is, and to get to the stage where you have very little to worry about because life is going well for you. One day it will be like that, just keep hoping and looking towards the future with a possitive attitude. It will come to you.

If you haven't already, ask for help from a councellor or someone similar. Professional help will probably do you some good if you're not already getting it, as they will be able to offer you coping methods with how you're feeling and direct you towarda happiness. Not all of life is full of low feelings and lack of motivation to live. One day you'll look back and realise that it was worth living through because things will be better. Just go out and get the help you need to make it that way. It's your life, you deserve to do anything to make yourself happy, even if it means talking to someone that you haven't already spoken to.

If you ever need to talk you're free to PM me. I'm happy to help out as much as I can. I honestly hope you start feeling happier soon, even if it seems like that's not possible, because it really and truely is! Hang on in there, you can totally do this. You've got support here for when you feel people don't understand you. Although perhaps telling them in a different way would help you there.

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Re: Give Me A Good Enough Reason To Stay . - June 7th 2011, 02:31 PM

thanks but ive had depression for 6 years , im on anti-depressants and i have therapy every other week . im finding it hard to find the hope that life isnt that bad yano . .
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Re: Give Me A Good Enough Reason To Stay . - June 9th 2011, 02:30 AM

Maybe you could try a different medicine or therapist or both?? I was on Prozac and that did NOT work for me so they switched me ti simething else and i'm much better now... Please don't give up now. Things WILL get better.
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