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I'm done... - June 11th 2011, 07:49 PM

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Everyone has them. No ones perfect. My struggle(s) are trying to be perfect,making everyone happy. But, I never think of what makes me happy. I try to please everyone, but its not enough. I feel there is nothing to live for unless I'm perfect or everyone loves me.

But,I'll ignore the pain and the hurt.

One day, It'll be gone.

I wrote this not even 20 minutes ago. It really describes what I'm going through. It feels like no one loves me. I feel dirty. Un-perfect.

This started because my mother makes me do things like go to my grandmothers house who grips your arm so tight it leaves a big red mark for 2 days. Shes mean,emotionally,mentally abusive. So is my mother. But they think they are so perfect....they just ignore my pain. I try to make them happy... But it doesn't work. And I'm just so tired of the pain and hurt.
And I make out these perfect fantasy worlds in my head,I think to get away.
I feel like I'm not perfect,so I'll never have a happy ending.




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Re: I'm done... - June 11th 2011, 09:11 PM

Hang in there hun... I honestly don't know what I culd say to help you, but I thought I'd at least leave you a comment to acknowledge the fact that I did read your post and that your in my thoughts. <3 Just remember to keep on pushing forward... close your eyes and just take it one step at a time... one foot in front of the other...

It won't be like this forever. It might seem like it but just keep moving forward I know you can do it. If thins ever get too violent or dangerous don'thesitate to call the police though. Don't give up hun... one step at a time......

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Re: I'm done... - June 11th 2011, 11:24 PM

Hello Meghann,
These feelings are clearly a result of the abuse you are suffering at the hands of your family. Essentially, what you are feeling is normal, for someone going through this deplorable situation. Any normal person wishes for a constant loving bond with their parents, and they are supposed to love and cherish you, not treat you like dirt. They are the ones in the wrong here, not you.

I highly recommend going to the police or child protective services. No parent has any right to treat their son or daughter the way your parents have been treating you. Once you are out of this situation, and when you are with people that care about you, things will start to get better. We care about you here, you are just fine the way you are, and you have a very bright future ahead.
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Re: I'm done... - June 12th 2011, 05:46 PM

Thank you so much! Its not both of my parents,just my mother. But,I do appreciate your kind words You both truly lifted my day


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