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What the F**K - June 13th 2011, 08:26 PM

There's really no words for describing how I feel.
Its like being numb, but feeling pain at the same time
The pain that is in the core of my body..whispering to me. Telling me I'm not good enough, not skinny enough, not worth anything at all.
Yesterday I had a break down pretty much. I cried for over an hour, and just felt awful. And it all started because of a damn job.
Yes, I know I should be happy about it. But I didn't want it to begin with. I called because my parents told me to.,that was the only way I was allowed to go visit my best friend, and my boyfriend for the weekend..
I guess it was like a panic attack sort of. I have anxiety, but nothing ever like that. But anyways..after all that I over heard my dad talking. He said I was never going back to where my best friend lives because of this.. I was furious. So I said fuck it and decided to get ready to go see the manager for the job.
But now, I don't want anything to do with anyone really. I don't even like looking at my parents. And I know it hurts them..but for some reason I just don't want to. I can't.
I feel like shit.
I'm tired, depressed, lost
I don't know what to do..and it feels like I'm just shutting down.
I'm on anti-depressants already..just started them like 3 weeks ago.
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Re: What the F**K - June 13th 2011, 09:16 PM

I'm sorry babe :/ Keep going, it'll get better, YOU will get better. You're not going to be stuck in this hole forever; remember that. You'll come out of it. It took me until I got to my lowest of lows...and then something just clicked. I COULD make it through. And you just have to wait. The patience is hard, but in the end, SO worth it.

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Re: What the F**K - June 13th 2011, 10:35 PM

i know how that feels being numb but hurting so much dont worry it gets better and anxiety can be horrible feeling you just have to stay strong and make the right desicions someimes it gets worse before it gets better i wish you luck feel free to pm me anytime about anything even just to talk hun lots of love




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Re: What the F**K - June 13th 2011, 11:49 PM

Thank you both, I really do appreciate it <3


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Re: What the F**K - June 14th 2011, 02:26 AM

I know how you feel. I've been there before but with the help of many incredible others, I have gotten through. I know that with time you will be able to get through it too. Maybe oncethe medicine starts to take effect you will begin to feel better. Just hang in there. If you nťe anything , feel free to send me a message and I'll be glad to listen and help (: <3 xxx
   
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