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Liar. - June 20th 2011, 11:38 PM

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I don't understand why this keeps happening.
I always pick the over-dramatic friends.
"You hate me. Obviously."
"You never invite me to anything!"
"You and Bridget and Megan always block me out."
When she knows damn well that isn't true.
She says: "Guess I'm going to go cry some more and think of any reason not to go die in a hole."
"Go Die in a Hole"
That's what Kaitlyn used to say.
The day before I started cutting, she said it.
Now Sarah, too?
She doesn't know how it feels to want to slit your wrists for real.
To slowly and painfully watch as the life drains out of you.
To fantasize about them finding your lifeless body.
Indulge in the thought of them crying.
Sobbing.
Clutching your lifeless body.
But it would be too late.
You would be floating into nothingness...
Absence of pain.
Absence of thought.
Absence of everything earthly.
Just...
Floating.

She threatens that she wants to kill herself,
then storms away when I laugh.
She doesn't know the first thing about wanting death.
Not the first damn thing.

She can come seek pity when she's aquired thin white scars up and down her arms.
When she's gained the stares of her peers.
When she's earned a once-a-week counseling session.
When she's on suicide patrol.


And she thinks she knows pain...
Liar.


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Re: Liar. - June 21st 2011, 12:46 AM

it is true people ahve different perceptions of the concepts of hate, pain, and suicide....but i have to say if she triggers you and makes you feel like why am i freinds with her then you should find new freinds through social events


If we ass humans spend more time trying to forgive than being angry the world would have no wars or conflict and there would be peace.....being angry does not change the problem...........
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Re: Liar. - June 21st 2011, 03:11 AM

Hey there sweetie

I know exactly how you feel. My situation isnt exactly the same, but it sounds like you get about as pissed as I do. My best friend killed herself last September, and there's this girl who goes around pretending to have been "best friends!" with MY best friend. She's all "woe is me, boohoo" "my best friend is dead" ect ect, when my best friend didn't even like her and this girl barely spoke to her.

So I know how hard it is to not let people get under your skin with their stupidity, but try not to let her get to you. It's just not worth it. And the more you put attention on her actions and what she says, the more she's going to do it.

Keep your chin up, and stay strong!

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