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Unhappy Vent Time :// - June 24th 2011, 04:22 PM

i know some people might agree with going to work and occupying your mind whilst you battle with major depression , but the thing is i dont have the strength to wake up in the morning , and work for something i dont want or need . yes i need money but tbh i dont want to be here , im a suicidal emotional self harmer , who is trying her very best to stay alive . im horse riding every week , cleaning like crazy to occupy myself , but then i have those days where no one is here for me , and i sit in my bedroom with my blade , and pray to my God to let me go .
is it so wrong for me not to work ? im 16 i dont need any more pressure as it is ! i forget things easily , i cant concentrate , most days i have to drag myself out of bed , so really why would i put myself through an extra pressure ?!
i mean i quit 6th form because it got too much and i kept on sciving , so seriously is it worth the risk ?!
even if i get a good job , i dont think i could do it , im not ready .
so why is everyone on my backs saying its MY Fault

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Re: Vent Time :// - June 24th 2011, 05:13 PM

HI There. I too have the same problem. I have a job and I don't want to go to it. My job is with Wild Mustangs and I still can't bring myself to it. (though I push myself to go anyways) It sounds like horses make you happy, Try seeing them more. I myself have to see my horse every single day and without a doubt she brightens it. I wish I could let you ride her because she really is magical. She knows the feelings just like any horse and they understand them. They rely on you and you rely on them. Without my horse I would be nothing. She is so supportive as silly as that sounds. They Get it. PM me or add me or anything If you ever want to talk.
   
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Re: Vent Time :// - June 24th 2011, 07:17 PM

Your Horse Sounds Lush (;
thanks for the support (; x


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Re: Vent Time :// - June 24th 2011, 11:07 PM

Welcome! She is a sweet girl. I wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for her. She is amazing support in her own. As silly as that sounds horses can be the biggest support.
   
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Re: Vent Time :// - June 25th 2011, 12:08 AM

i have heard they are a great way to help with your depression , im thinking of spending more time with them soon


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Re: Vent Time :// - June 26th 2011, 10:24 PM

Awesome! sounds good to me
   
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