Triggering (Suicide): hanging on by a thread

[I Miss You]

im hanging on by a thread
dont think i can do this much longer
i want to die
i need to die

i deserve to die

Drew

[AngelWithASecret]

Hey Drew

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. You definitely do not deserve to die, nobody deserves to die. You've gone through too much already to give up now. The light is always at the end of the tunnel.

Have you tried any of the alternatives for your SH ? : http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/ . I understand that you may not want to use them but when you do, you will be so grateful afterwards. Not all of them will work for you so just because one doesn't work, don't give up on the rest. There will be some that do help you.

Have you tried talking to someone about how you're feeling? Maybe you could even ring a hotline if you felt you couldn't talk to anyone you know? Some useful hotlines can be found here : http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f3-general/t22-hotlines/ . The person that answers your call will always do their best to help you and they won't judge you for anything.

I really think you should take time out for yourself as well. Take a walk, have a bubble bath watch a movie with some popcorn, just something to help you relax.

I hope this has helped ,
Celine

[I Miss You]

Originally Posted by AngelWithASecret

Hey Drew

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. You definitely do not deserve to die, nobody deserves to die. You've gone through too much already to give up now. The light is always at the end of the tunnel.

Have you tried any of the alternatives for your SH ? : http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/ . I understand that you may not want to use them but when you do, you will be so grateful afterwards. Not all of them will work for you so just because one doesn't work, don't give up on the rest. There will be some that do help you.

Have you tried talking to someone about how you're feeling? Maybe you could even ring a hotline if you felt you couldn't talk to anyone you know? Some useful hotlines can be found here : http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f3-general/t22-hotlines/ . The person that answers your call will always do their best to help you and they won't judge you for anything.

I really think you should take time out for yourself as well. Take a walk, have a bubble bath watch a movie with some popcorn, just something to help you relax.

I hope this has helped ,
Celine

idk..i just feel that its finally time to give up

[AngelWithASecret]

It is never time to give up

You've made it through so much already, things can only get better from here. The links I've sent you previously really can help you but you have to be willing to try them. It won't hurt to try them.

Talking really can relieve so much pressure from you so even if you do try talking to a friend or even ring one of the hotlines and you don't find it helpful you can always pm anyone here. My pm is always open
Lots of love,
Celine

[hopelesslypretending]

That thread you're hanging onto, cling to it for dear life. There has to be a reason you haven't given up yet. You're here for a reason, and when you're time is up, you'll know. I guarantee it's not now. One day, you'll open your eyes and see that reason. That day, will make all the pain you went through worth it.

Feel free to PM me if need be.

[I Miss You]

i wanted to say thanks to everyone who has tryed to help me..i love you for that..it means so much to me

but i have my plan ...and now i have to leave

i will miss everyone
sorry i had to go through with this
*cries*

[alibear101]

baby please please dont do it i love you and i dont want you to die <3

[minniemouseprincess]

Nobody deserves to die Drew=( Don't talk like that! You need to keep going, this is not the time to give up. You have come this far haven't you? I def. know life can be hard sometimes. But when it knocks you down, you gotta get back up and keep going. We ALL have faith in you here, we ALL believe you can do it. But you gotta believe it too.

[katelyn2015]

....Why give up?.... If there is a thread that your holding on to.... cling to that thread find something, someone to help you climb back up that thread and out of the hell you are living in and back into reality.... that thread is your last piece of hope... no matter how hard you try to ignore it, it will always be there. Waiting for you to climb back up.... Its hard... its not easy... no one said life was easy........ I see that your life, from what im understanding, is like you are trapped in a deep dark hole with nowhere to go... and your scared and there seems to be only one way out but them you look up and you see a thread a thin thread, that looks as if it could snap with too much weight.... the closer you look the stronger the thread gets and you notice that there is a light above you... a very dim light but its there.... So... what will you do? Will you grab on to the thread and climb towards the light, towards hope, towards something more?.... or will you stay ignore the thread and eventually kill your self out of hate for not taking the chance to grab a hold of the thread?..... Which one will you choose? and i know this is easier said than done... i know that.... im still climbing my thread and sometimes the thread does snap and i have to start all over again and climb as far as i can go.....but i'll keep trying.... till i reach the top no matter how many times i slide down or fall.... i will try to pursue my hope......

[bnwhite]

You have so many people that are wanting to help and are wanting to see you win this battle! We know you can do it! Keep holding on!

[I Miss You]