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Unhappy Here I go again. - June 29th 2011, 11:08 AM

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I'm struggling as to know what to do. I want to leave more then ever. I want to escape and not look back. It hurts so much. My future looks bleak and empty. I'm trying so hard but nothing I do is helping. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't do it. I know I need help but I can't ask for it. If I got past the worst of having OCD then I know I can get past this on my own. But I feel like I can't and I don't want to go back to councilling. I want to go somewhere where no-one knows me and about my past. I want someone I can trust and talk to whenever I need it. I want someone who loves me more then a friend or family member. I want someone what won't turn their back on me and that won't use me. I want to not have to feel this pain everyday. I don't want to go to bed every night knowing that tomorrow will be the same. But I do. It's all too much to bare. I don't want to wake up tomorrow. I want to fall asleep and not wake up. I want someone to understand, someone that will be there for me. But I have no-one. I have nothing to live for. I don't want to live the rest of my life feeling like this. Don't say that it's going to get better because I've had OCD and depression for the past 2 years, even though I have my OCD under control. I just don't know what to do anymore.

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Re: Here I go again. - June 29th 2011, 03:44 PM

You won't wake up one day and everything's changed, but it will. It will get better. It could take years. It could take weeks. I know you don't want to hear that, but it's the truth. I promise you, your life has a meaning, you just have to tough it out until you find it.

Best of luck. My PM's always open.

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Re: Here I go again. - June 29th 2011, 03:59 PM

Like Shelby said, you won't wake up one day and magically find that everything is better. It may sound harsh, but it's true, nothing's going to change overnight. But if you wait and have patience, things will gradually change.

It is going to get better, but only if you believe it will. You mentioned you've got your OCD under control now - that's brilliant! It just proves that you can beat your depression along with everything else too!

Just stay strong, and take each day as it comes - one problem at a time. And remember, we're all here for you whenever you want to talk.

VM/PM me any time you want, I'll reply as soon as I can <3
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