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Unhappy i was here . - July 5th 2011, 09:38 PM

Soooo Its My Birthday In About 2 Hours .. Then Everyone Will Flood my Facebook page and my phone with happy birthday messages ..
but i hate my birthdays especially when i feel like this , a suicidal self harmer emotional teenage girl .
and yeh ive had attempts and attempts and still after struggling with 5 years of depression i just feel my birthday will be celebrating how much pain im in .
sounds silly ? maybe ? no ?

i feel so trapped , trapped inside this pathetic mind , tomorrow everything will be so happy and i dont even know what happy is ! how sad is that ! i've forgotten what happy feels like ..

every since i did that stupid thing in 2005 and 2006 ive been so depressed , i dont deserve to live , and dont tell me i do , because i dont ..
i haven't told anyone ! i cant even tell my dog ! im just so lost , and im taking meds and doing therapy and i still feel so lost ..

i know its selfish !! i know that everyone will be hurt by my selfish act ! but i cant deal .
i just cant .

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Re: i was here . - July 6th 2011, 02:10 AM

My dear. You are Worth everything! You deserve Anything and Everything. My birthday was just yesterday. I feel the pain and understand what you mean. I didn't want a party because I feel like what you said. Please stay strong because you are. Don't look at your birthday as a celebration of pain, but instead as an accomplishment. You have made it this far. You are alive, and strong. You can do this. Please don't give up. If you ever need someone to talk to please feel free to PM me I will always reply.

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