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Ugh, not again. - July 7th 2011, 01:50 AM

So, long story short, I was molested about a month ago by a guy I kind of liked.
I met my boyfriend about the same time as it stopped. We've been dating for over a month, and we both are already (Even though it sounds cheesy, and I never thought I'd say it, especially a month after starting a relationship, but it's true.) quite madly in love, and are already planning on moving in together and getting married. He makes me very, very happy, and I couldn't ask for anyone better.
Well, the guy who molested me kept making suggestive comments to me after what he did to me, and when I was at a camp for a week he physically hurt a couple of my friends and I broke down and told someone about what happened to me.
So those parts are good. But now I'm supposed to meet with him and his mom with my mom and a minister to talk about it.
I'm rather scared, to be honest. And even though I have my mom and my boyfriend supporting me, I still have a feeling like I shouldn't be here, that if I wasn't alive that everything would go away and everything would be ok.

So basically, I'm having suicidal feelings again, and like I shouldn't be here, and everything would be fine again if I wasn't here. But yet at the same time, I feel so, so dead. So yeah.. This sucks.

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Re: Ugh, not again. - July 7th 2011, 05:27 AM

Mm, I'm sorry darling. You just have to let go of your past and look forward to your future..you're still alive. Live.


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Re: Ugh, not again. - July 7th 2011, 08:22 PM

I know, I'm trying, but it hurts.
   
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Re: Ugh, not again. - July 7th 2011, 09:33 PM

Heyas
That's awful what happened.
But you have peopel supporting you, and your bpyfriend and family loves you very much, so let them klnow how youo feel
Keep your chin up, yuour doing the right thing

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and i know i'm losing my mind for no real gain

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Re: Ugh, not again. - July 9th 2011, 03:54 AM

Thanks. We have one more meeting to discuss their "decision" about what to do. I have no idea what they'll decide.

But I hope I never see him again. I still feel like it's somehow my fault though, and I'm really insecure.
   
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Re: Ugh, not again. - July 9th 2011, 11:52 PM

Hey sweetie
I want to tell you a few things so hear me out.
What that guy did to you is terrible, but not your fault.
You have a fantastic relationship with your boyfriend (umm jealous! )
You also seem to have a great relationship with your mom.
They are supporting you. You survived through what that guy did to you because it wasn't your time to go. Im going to assume your religeous since you metioned a minister and go ahead and say that God gave you your life and it is his to take away, not yours to take away. So hold on, be strong, be grateful for the wonderful people in your life, and move on, my dear. Dont let that guy take your peace of mind too. Good luck and much love <3


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i love you.

YOU are beautiful no matter what and dont YOU forget it!!! <3

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