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Playing the Game. - July 7th 2011, 04:47 AM

I want to die. I feel out of place in this world. Why does life exist? i used to be happy, but now im just tired of it. I want to be NORMAL, but i dont think htat will ever happen. Ever just give up hope? i dont htink i could kill myself, im not that strong. But i just am tired of life.

im done playing the game. Im done losing. Im done being the person who doesnt get it. WHY AM I THIS WAY? oh well, just want to die.

Kill me? anyone?


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Re: Playing the Game. - July 7th 2011, 05:14 AM

No I will not kill you. You have so much to live for my dear. You can beat this! I feel the same way you do all the time!! You are strong. I am happy you can't go through with it. You deserve better! I care about you!!! Btw I can't go through with it either... we are on the same boat. We can make it through this, and our boat won't sink! Love ya!
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Re: Playing the Game. - July 7th 2011, 05:48 AM

Haha i like your first sentence

Well im glad someones on the same boat as me. well actually, im NOT. but im glad someone understands


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Re: Playing the Game. - July 7th 2011, 05:53 AM

haha I am here for you! <3
   
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Re: Playing the Game. - July 7th 2011, 07:50 AM

Thanks Shana you always are


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Re: Playing the Game. - July 7th 2011, 03:19 PM

You are darn right I do. You are my friend I want you to know that you can talk to me if you want to <3
   
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Re: Playing the Game. - July 7th 2011, 08:08 PM

hey darling; the fact that you say that you USED to be a certain way means that you still have it in you. you just have to figure out how to unlock it. good luck
   
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Re: Playing the Game. - July 8th 2011, 02:45 PM

Thanks Shana that makes me actually really happy

bailatyvm: thanks im attempting. Today is a big try at that


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Re: Playing the Game. - July 8th 2011, 03:35 PM

awhh; well as I said, good luck to you
   
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Re: Playing the Game. - July 8th 2011, 03:44 PM

You've been happy before, so what makes you think that you wont be again? The only thing that is permanent is death, everything else comes and goes. Unfortunately that's true for happiness, sometimes it's there and sometimes it's not. You just have to be strong and hang in there until it comes back around again, because it will. I've been where you are before and I know how terrible that is, but it will get easier and you will be happy again. Once you're past this, you'll be so glad that you had the strength to hang in there.

And just in case my last paragraph makes it sound like it's all out of your control and you just have to wait for things to change, that's not true at all. You have total control. Sometimes it's harder to be strong and positive and happy, but if you give it everything you have you can get there. [cliche]You just have to believe in yourself[/cliche]. Seriously though, be confident in yourself and in the fact that you will be happy again. Don't let this defeat you, fight it. Fight to be happy, fight to find meaning in your life, fight to enjoy the little things. Don't let the darkness win, you're so much stronger than that, even if you don't realize it yet.


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Re: Playing the Game. - July 12th 2011, 06:05 AM

Thanks Cody

Hope is always there, even though it seems to be hiding sometimes <3


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Re: Playing the Game. - July 12th 2011, 10:41 AM

Hey I'm JUST about to go to bed so I really can't give much actual advice but I agree with the above posters, if you once had it in you... you still do! Just go out and unlock it! You can do it just don't give up! Life can be frusterating but you can set yourself free from all of that frusteration just keep at it!


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Re: Playing the Game. - July 12th 2011, 10:31 PM

Thanks Kayla

Im looking up finally, and im gonna see the sun through the boundaries.

Somehow i will find a way to make my life happy. I know it. I have to.

I dont know what will make me happy, but i know that its in there somewhere, and that life can be beautiful. I want to reach that

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Re: Playing the Game. - July 13th 2011, 07:28 AM

I'm so happy things are looking up for you again. And you're completely right, you will find a way. Life is beautiful and keep your head up. Things will get better.


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Re: Playing the Game. - July 18th 2011, 04:27 PM

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Re: Playing the Game. - July 20th 2011, 01:00 AM

Believe me, I know exactly how you feel. I think I finally accepted that there was something wrong with me during sophomore year. But I don't think I've truly been happy since I was in 7th grade. I'm a senior now. I feel like if I left this world, no one would care, ya know? But I don't think I could kill myself . . the only way I would be strong enough for would be pills.






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