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Unhappy dreams and plans are gone - July 7th 2011, 05:17 PM

well, let me keep it short and simple, i am a girl who's like the topper in the state, and a few months back i graduated from high school with 96% marks and i was like yeah, hurrah! i was having a great dream that i am gonna do my best with english literature, and i was like all destined to be there studying all my life and then teaching at the Yale university one day..well, these were my plans, and i had decided to complete my graduation from a great university in India, and i was all set for it, in a different city from the one i live in, but my parents decided that they were not gonna let me go, and they admitted me to a college that was like third grade in the whole damn world and here i am stuck up like a loser in this stupid college where maximum of the children are like 33% or borderline passing, there is no competition that i am getting and i am like rusting away all the day, i break down in the class in front of everyone thinking about all my other friends who scored less than me, and today they are sitting in a better environment. i hide in the free periods at the nearest corner and cry my eyes out thinking of all the shattered dreams of mine, maybe i was too ambitious, i don't tell my parents coz they will never understand, they have the argument that whatever parents do is the best for the child, and i hate the sight of that college, and don't want to spend a single moment there anymore, i am sinking into depression and i accuse my parents for what's happening to me, my dreams are all gone, what am i to do now, please don't tell me to reason because it ain't working...i can't even concentrate on reading and am unable to write poems and am just sitting there grieving and crying all day long, please help!!!



Come back to me now, don't leave me all alone,
You just don't know how much I need you.
Baby, I'd give up anything just to have you,
My existence is just so vague without you...

So, I fold my hands in an open prayer,
God! Just put an end to my despair.
This is my song in the rain,
Come back to me now and put an end to my pain...
   
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Re: dreams and plans are gone - July 7th 2011, 06:51 PM

Well, I think that's pretty good motivation to either make new goals or go another way into achieving your initial goals. You're old enough to be taking control of your life. Good luck


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