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Unhappy Was so close. - July 8th 2011, 01:13 PM

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So today at work, I was so depressed. I wasn't acting myself at all. I just wanted to go somewhere where I didn't have to talk to anyone. I started at 8am and by 9am, I decided that once I got home, I would end my life. Why? Because I couldn't take it anymore. I planned it all out in my head. But I just couldn't do it. I talked myself out off it because I have my family to live for. I know that if I did end my life, I would hurt them and I couldn't do that, they shouldn't have to bury their only daughter and sister. But I'm sick of having a reason to live for. I just want to end my life without regrets. I hate feeling this overwhelming pain. I just want it to end. For good.



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Re: Was so close. - July 8th 2011, 01:34 PM

Aw, I'm sorry...maybe we need to add to that list of things to live for? rather than looking for ways to make that reason go away, maybe adding to it would be a better response. I'm sorry it's gotten so tough lately though; best of luck<3


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Re: Was so close. - July 10th 2011, 01:09 AM

But you do have a reason to live. A family that loves you. They can be your inspiration to pull through this for now, then build up to the inspiration being you. Try seeing a therapist? It could be beneficial.
I don't know whats causing you to feel this way, but I do understand how your feeling. I get to the point where I just don't want to have to talk to anyone or be near anyone sometimes. The point being i know how you feel and you can PM me if you ever want to talk. Be strong, and hang on. <3


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