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July 17th 2011, 08:38 AM
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im done
im sooooo done i think im going to kill myself its been over for a long time i dont want to live anymore i dont deserve to live anymore fuck this
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July 17th 2011, 03:36 PM
baby you know that its not true. you have me to live for. if you live I will make you the happiest person alive <3 please just don't leave. I know its hard i get it, but everything will eventually get better. i'll help you. just don't leave me alone
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July 18th 2011, 06:14 AM
*crying hard*
i dont know if i can do that...
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July 20th 2011, 02:26 PM
Drew, please don't do this. You have so many people here on TH that are wanting to see you beat this. We care about you. Keep pushing through this. If you need to talk, you can always PM me.
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July 22nd 2011, 04:31 AM
i dont know...
i hate being a bother to anyone here
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July 22nd 2011, 04:32 AM
Drew, you aren't a bother to any of us. We reply to your threads and PM you back and stuff right? We wouldn't do that if you were a bother to us.
I know you can make it through this ♪♫"The mirror only shows The shell of what's below You can't go on suffering The illusion of control It's time for letting go You can't go on suffering And now you know Now you know"♪♫ 'Now You Know' - 2Cents Things get better. Always keep fighting. ❤Feel free to PM/VM, or add me if you ever need a friend, or someone to talk to. I'm online quite often. ![]() |
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July 22nd 2011, 04:37 AM
Shit Drew. You can't do this man. Russel would not have wanted that. No one wants that man.
I feel guilty you have to put up with this shit on your own. You can't kill yourself without even trying to get some more help. You never mentioned if you have ever looked for help. Even if you have, and it didn't work out, try again. You deserve help more than anyone I have ever met Drew. Killing yourself would be a very, very sad thing to have to do to feel acomplishment. You do understand that if you comitted suicide, that I would be saddened. I wouldn't find it in me to forgive myself. I'm just some random kid on the internet, but you know what? If I feel this strongly your family and friends must feel that even more so. You need help. You deserve help. PM me if you ever need anything. I do nothing but play Halo all day every day, so you are never wasting my time, or bothering me. You must swear to God that you will PM me BEFORE you do anything drastic. Good luck, good night and God bless you Drew. - Justin ![]() |
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July 22nd 2011, 06:10 AM
the anniversary of my grandmother's death by suicide is tomorrow
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July 22nd 2011, 04:40 PM
So you want to kill yourself? That is not what your grandmother would want Drew! She would not want her little grandson to kill himself. No Drew, she, like any granny would want you to go and become sucessful, she wants you to go out and make the world better. You realize how terrible her suicide feels, how will your suicide effect others around you? Even years from now.
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July 22nd 2011, 09:23 PM
Drew, you're not a bother to any of us. If we didn't want to help and see you get through this, we wouldn't offer. We all care so much.
"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down "happy." They told me I didn't understand the assignment. I told them they didn't understand life." --John Lennon
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July 27th 2011, 04:51 AM
i just think that people would be happier if i was dead...
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July 27th 2011, 02:56 PM
Everyone would be a lot sadder if you were gone
Stay strong hun, i promise things will get better you can PM me if you ever need to talk to someone "Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise"
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July 27th 2011, 09:08 PM
yeah, I get what you feel..but it's really not true. your life has VALUE. keep pushing.
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July 28th 2011, 09:31 AM
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most people here dont even know me here..it wouldnt be such a big loss to TH....no one would notice
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August 1st 2011, 12:35 PM
A part of you still wants to live and get help. Otherwise, you would not have been writing this on here. Why would you think that you deserved to die?
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August 2nd 2011, 08:59 AM
because i feel that i am a awful terrible horrible person....
![]() i moved away from my best freind when he needed me the most.... august is such a difficult month for me....i dont know how to deal with it.... im not really good about expressing myself or my emotions If You Know Inside Yourself,That You Are Worth A Freind to Others,Then You Have Life Set
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August 2nd 2011, 10:07 AM
Please lovely, don't kill yourself! If you are seriously on the verge, there are many hotlines you can call. In the United States, there is one that is 1-800-273-TALK. I'm not sure where you live, but if you look online, there are many. PLEASE get the immediate help if you need it.
I know how it is to feel guilty for deserting a friend. My friend told me he was considering suicide, I didn't take him seriously and attempted. It was one of the worst feelings in the world. But you need to forgive yourself, moving was not your fault, it was circumstance! It is not your fault. There are many reasons to live, you can check out a list on TH itself: http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...-reasons-live/ I hope you find hope, and find reason, and know that I am ALWAYS HERE if you need.
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August 2nd 2011, 10:44 AM
cmon man you can pulll through it. sure we dont know you but we are here to help you feel better. just try and pull through to the best of your abilities.
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August 2nd 2011, 01:39 PM
It's your desision.
Just let me say this. If you kill yourself, you have no more chances of anything. Once your dead, you're done. And you can't just decide to come alive again. You only get ONE life in this game. So it's up to you to get your high score. <3 Everyone dies. But ONLY when they are supposed to. NOT on purpose. Just know that you have supporters online that don't want you to go. ![]() Sincerely, ~mialynn P.S. I want to live until I get to the age of death. Just to enjoy thinking about good times and bad times. What I could have done better. Or what I totally regret doing. I can't say that I know how you feel, or what it's like for you but, you have a purpose. Everyone does. So just at least keep it in mind, please
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August 5th 2011, 07:25 AM
Drew,
I may have just joined yesterday, but it is obvious that so many people on here truly care about you and are here to support you. I don't know exactly how you feel but I can say that I have definitely experienced some of the emotions you are feeling. It's really tough...no one said it's going to be easy. But you cannot give up the race. Never ever ever give up. I know it's hard, but you have people to support you through the joys AND the sorrows. You will make it. Just please hold on. No matter how hard it gets. Hold on. And don't be afraid to ask for help because you feel it's too much of a burden for others to hear. Because that feeling is just a lie... I've felt it too... We're here to help. There's always a rainbow after the storm. Please hold on. You can message me anytime if you need to. God Bless, ~Dani |
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August 6th 2011, 05:25 AM
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the sad truth is i dont know what Russell would have wanted... i have been to thearpy before..five years to be exact...it didnt do any good...i started going when i was your age...but it was before all the really really bad things happened to me...i stopped going when i was eighteen...i eneded up in thearpy for five years because i attempted suicide because i was badly bullied....
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August 6th 2011, 05:33 AM
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well i didnt have a say in the matter...but looking back on it..i regret it terribly... he kept something very important from me for more then eight years...
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August 7th 2011, 03:27 AM
Oh goodness..
Just know that suicide is not worth it. Don't you want to live on, because so many people want you too, and would want you to if they could? Just remember that you're loved, and people WOULD miss you. Please don't do something that you would regret if you had the chance. <3 "yes maddie you are way better than "that great" you are amazing and sweet and i love you so much" <3
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August 7th 2011, 09:49 PM
baby we all care about you and we all love you. what you went/are going through is something no one should ever have to go through. but that what hurts us always makes us stronger which means you will be the strongest person in the world. you are the most amazing person, you are kind, caring, selfless and sweet. i know its hard but you have helped soo many people, including me. what you have done has made the world a better place. not only will teen help meet you, but so will anybody that has ever met you. you have changed the lives of everyone you meet. most importantly, i want you to know that I love you with all my heart and that if i had a chance i would marry you in an instant and spend forever with you. you have changed me for the better and i'll always be grateful.. i love you so much. please don't do this
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August 8th 2011, 04:56 AM
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u are so sweet...beyond words.... but i dont see anything speical about me....august is such a triggering month for me...its where all the bad stuff began...i have been battling depression since i was ten years old... but ever since russell murdered his family and then killed himself...my life has never...nor will it ever be the same ![]() i have battled demons for so long now...hell i probably have demons i havent even met yet.... like for example..i was at the park yesterday and i saw a little girl holding a puupy..and my PTSD went through the roof...because it horribly reminded me of lisa(russell's 13 year old niece)...and it just killed me... plus given the fact that my relationship with my gf is very much likely over ![]() the 10th of this month marks the anniversary of Diana's death by suicide..and the 13th would have been Lisa's seventeenth birthday... PS iana is what inspried me to come up with my signuture...i know that im not making any sense by saying this:...but a simple i love you would have saved russell's life..and i couldnt even do that im so selfish ![]() btw..i love you too aylssa If You Know Inside Yourself,That You Are Worth A Freind to Others,Then You Have Life Set
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August 8th 2011, 12:53 PM
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August 9th 2011, 06:25 AM
mabye i should go
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August 9th 2011, 06:30 AM
Drew, don't. Please
♪♫"The mirror only shows The shell of what's below You can't go on suffering The illusion of control It's time for letting go You can't go on suffering And now you know Now you know"♪♫ 'Now You Know' - 2Cents Things get better. Always keep fighting. ❤Feel free to PM/VM, or add me if you ever need a friend, or someone to talk to. I'm online quite often. ![]() |
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August 9th 2011, 01:31 PM
no, dont go.
i assure you, you have so much to live for .so much happiness... so many smiles.stay strong. we all love you. and remember that this depression is only a one time -thing if you overcome it. things will get better. i promise
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August 9th 2011, 03:35 PM
Don't go drew. I know where you are in your life. PM me before anything drastic. My older brother committed suicide the other day and it was hard but you'll get through it. I promise
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August 11th 2011, 08:15 AM
dont alyssa... you shouldnt do that..its not worth throwing your life away over a loser like me....i love you..i dont want you to die because of me*cries* just cut five times now...shit
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August 11th 2011, 11:15 AM
drew you arent a loser . please remember, there's so many happy things in the future for you. things will get better.
dont kill yourself.. i assure you, you're a wonderful person
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August 12th 2011, 08:28 AM
crying hard
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August 12th 2011, 10:45 AM
MAN HUGS DREW
it'll be all okay. remember you deserve the best stay strong. we love you..
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