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i cant handle this - July 19th 2011, 05:20 AM

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i just lost my bestfriend.
we we were taking some friends home, it wasnt even that late.
and this car, we never even saw it coming, blew through the intersection. we were the only thing in its path. it slammed right into us. there were five of us in the car. only me and another guy survived. my bestfriend was driving, we all had our seatbelts on. there was so much glass, and so much blood. i ended up 5 feet from the car. only my bestfriend was left in the car. the car had crunched into her, she died instantly. i couldnt move, all i could think is, is it raining? then slowly, i started to feel the pain and hear the screaming, eventually the sirens. i still could barely move. my friend who survived manage to survive crawled over to me, he held my head in his lap and begged me not to die too. and all the time all i could do was stare up at him adn bllink. i tried to assure him i was ok, but the words wouldnt come out.
their deaths weigh heavily on me. all i can think is, why did i survive? why did my bestfriend get taken? and those other people, the oldest was 19. my bestfriend was only 17! how could this happen?!
i may never play soccer again. ill never see my bestfriend again.
what is there to live for? my face has 100 stitches in it. no guy will ever look at me, and want to be with me. why shouldnt i end the pain now?
   
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Re: i cant handle this - July 19th 2011, 05:22 PM

dont do that.

your personality shines through. and remember that there's so many things to look forward to in the future. the perfect guy will love you and care for you so much. hold on to hope and be strong... no matter what happens, things can and will get better.

thats a promise. stay strong! we all care for and love you so much. and remember that it is tough.. but your friend would have wanted you to continue on and spread happiness around. a smile by anyone, is a beautiful wonderful smile.

stay strongggg. we love you!


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