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Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 30th 2011, 07:32 AM

I hate myself. No, not my life, myself. I just want to be accepted by more than just one Or two people. Wth is wrong with me? All I want is to be alone with a razor blade for a few hours, then maybe I will be able to face society. Am I alone? Does anyone else feel this way? because if you do, please tell me because I feel like crap and I hate it and I just want to be someone else. Someone who Everyone looks up to and loves. Is that too much to ask?
   
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Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 30th 2011, 07:38 AM

youre not the only one i am depressed like almost all the time, i cry myself to sleep alot, alot of times it hurts to breathe,and i get suicidal sometimes.So no you are not the only one.


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Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 30th 2011, 02:44 PM

You are not alone. I too feel suicidal sometimes and hate everything about myself. I can't even cry anymore let alone face society knowing that I am hiding behind such lies. I feel alone all the time and I to feel the need for the SH often.
   
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Red face Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 30th 2011, 02:53 PM

You're not alone. Many people out there feel the exact way. I used to feel this way too. But life is worth it, it is worth it to keep going and to find strength! I know you can feel better.
There are so many wonderful things in this world! One of my favorite pages on this website is the "Reasons to Live" page. (http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...-reasons-live/) You can't help but smile when you read it. I would recommend to read this to get some inspiration, and then start your own list! I have a notebook about two pages full of just things I love in this world. Sometimes, I could write a notebook of all the negative things, but this way, you're able to see the bright side as well.
I would also recommend you take a look at the alternatives to self harm page here: http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/
Self harm, as great as it feels in the moments, only makes your life worse and worse. Nothing ever seems to get better. It is a spiraling cycle I suffered with for six years, I want you to have much less than this.
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Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 30th 2011, 04:54 PM

Thank you, this helped a lot.
   
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Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 30th 2011, 09:06 PM

Hey, Sarah.
As the posters above have mentioned, you truly are never alone. I have felt almost the exact same way. I hate myself... pretty much all the time. And I constantly feel like everyone hates me and looks down on me. Many hours out of the day I wish for death.
Please, try to see that people do love you. You're a part of the TH family now, so to speak. You're a member of our community. We all love and care for one another, and we will always love you
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Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 30th 2011, 10:17 PM

You are not alone! Everyone feels that way one time or another , but dont give up because all of us are here for you and everyone is special in his/her on way
   
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Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 30th 2011, 11:38 PM

You're not alone. I can relate to how you feel all too well.......
   
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Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - July 31st 2011, 04:25 AM

I have never hated my life, only myself. My life has no control over things that happen, I am the one who supposedly has control. You really aren't alone. For example, even in large groups, or with my fiance.. I still tend to feel like I'm alone. But you can't let it get to you. You have to show yourself that you have control, and maybe someday you can grow to like yourself a bit more. One step at a time.


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Re: Am I the only one who feels this way? - August 2nd 2011, 07:50 PM

You are not alone! It seems like you have low self esteem, you need to learn that we are all different and each and every person is beautiful in their own way. If I'm honest I'm not my biggest fan and at times I really don't like myself, I feel so worthless and useless and scared. But I think that everyone at some point feels like this, so you must keep your chin up and pull through this rough patch. Good luck!! And Btw, I would love to get to know you and chat so if you like you can message me anytime,


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