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Unhappy Rockbottem. - August 10th 2011, 11:22 AM

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Hey... So this is a worthless post because it was made by a worthless human being. Anyway, I will put my full story on here before I die as a bit of closure. Basically, I think I have finally hit rockbottem. Somehow the feeling of emptiness and numbness have overcome me. I feel nothing now, at least I had basic feelings before. I made a friend on a online blogging site (you just blog pictures and stuff), and even she abandoned me. I have no friends. The other scary thing that I have been doing is going up to my bedroom mirror and holding the sharpest knife to my throat, knowing that I can't cut deep enough to cut the vein and die, because the vein is burried too far in. I wrote a suicide note as well. I didn't do this for past attempts, but I have done one now. I feel more lonely and sad than ever. People say when you hit rockbottem you begin to get better. I really can't see that happening, maybe the constaint tears in my eyes are bluring my vision. :L

Well if you read that thanks.
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Re: Rockbottem. - August 10th 2011, 12:09 PM


im sorry you have went through so much . why dont you relax, and try joining some outside activities in which you interact with other people? im sure that there's awesome people out there who care about you. thats a promise. dont die, please . you are a wonderful person and you shouldnt think of dying.. you're only 15 and you have so much to live for.

please remember that whatever you went through last time.. will only make your happiness better and more fulfilling.

stay strong and talk to us a lot. we love you.. and i am willing to help you out. talk to me anytime

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Re: Rockbottem. - August 12th 2011, 07:14 AM

First I just want to say you are NOT worthless.

You do have friends, THers are your friends. What you are doing with the mirror and the knife is not healthy at all. That is only going to make things worse. You are stronger than you think, hang in there.

"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."

"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."

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Re: Rockbottem. - August 12th 2011, 07:33 AM

Awe I'm sorry you feel this way no human being should feel like that. Let me tell u suicide is not the answer it only makes it worse. You r still young u have a Lot to learn ad discover, try joining some clubs that you like you can make friends there, or talking to a counseller it will help a lot i'm here for you if u need to talk, but don't kill ur self it's not the answer to ur problems trust me it will get better

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