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I just can't anymore - August 16th 2011, 04:44 PM

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I can't go on living, I just can't. I disappoint and hurt so many people. I can see when I hurt them too. I feel like im living alone. I feel like I can't go to anybody for help to talk to because every time I do, they end up getting frustrated with me or telling me to "stop" so I just don't talk. My best friend knows about my depression and I also have an eating disorder. She feels like she can't talk to me because she doesn't want her stress to end up becoming mine and making mine worse. I feel like im just a terrible person because my best friend can't even talk to be so she can protect me. I just, I just can't live anymore. Its just pointless. Im tired of feeling worthless and useless and Im tired of seeing the people I love get hurt. Im just done.
   
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Re: I just can't anymore - August 16th 2011, 05:59 PM

Kaitlyn.
I said I wanted you to stop last night because I was done talking about it. When someone feels as bad as I did last night, the last thing I wanted to do was talk about it. You have to understand that, and not take it as me not feeling comfortable talking to you. And frankly, I feel that YOU don't talk to ME about whats bothering you, and you last blog post proves it. You didn't tell me you cut yourself again OR that you were having those thoughts. I guess this whole "Lets tell each other everything" isn't exactly working out. The only reason I keep stuff from you is because I know its going to hurt you or somebody else. I don't know where you get the idea that the same happens when you tell someone your feelings. Because it doesn't happen. People wanna help you, and you have to start realizing that. I don't want anyone to help me. That's the difference between the two of us.
Now I'm sorry if I seem a little rude, but I just woke up not even 10 minutes ago and this is the first thing I see when I get on the computer. If you don't feel like you can talk to me, at least say it to my face.
Alice, shhhh.
   
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Re: I just can't anymore - August 16th 2011, 06:08 PM

I am sorry to hear this. But people do love you and need you. You are not worthless at all. I am sure of it. Just remember that things will get better even though it doesn't seem like it right now. I would strongly suggest telling an adult that you trust. If you feel they don't listen write a letter to them explaining it all.

You can get through this. Keep fighting and stay strong.

I am here for you if you ever want to talk. Just send me a PM or a VM and I will be there for you.

Take care <3


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"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect." Romans 12:2

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