Triggering: Depressed

[Michaela *heartbroken*]

A lot of things have been going on in my life recently, and two things have just topped everything now. I have had to move away from my fiance because of circumstances that I can't explain. Now I feel pretty lonely on a night but thankfully I can still stay on weekends and we are seeing each other near enough all week, but it somehow just doesn't feel the same and its depressing me. It hurts me inside to be apart from him and he told me it does with him too. He is worried about me because I moved out of my parents house because my mother was treating me like a worthless piece of nothing and now that I have had to move back he is worried that it will go back to the same old ways where I am not allowed to do anything or go anywhere.

Another thing that is really depressing me is the fact that one of my so called friends has been attention seeking through me and it hurt like hell to know that somebody I once cared about could betray my trust like that. I have suffered from night terrors since I was five years old and as soon as I had told him he said he was, but somehow he dropped himself in it and it prooved he was attention seeking.
Then he started attention seeking because of the way I was born, he tried to say that he had a bad birth, yet I know his family and they said he was lying. His mother said his birth was straight forward and it hurt so much that he could attention seek because of the way I was born and because of the problems I had when I was born. I was born two months early and weighed only 2 pounds 2 ounces. I was a tiny little thing and my parents nearly lost me and this guy seems to be sick in the head to attention seek through that.
I finally told him what I think of him and he tried to turn it all against me, especially about the night terrors as he said I was attention seeking through him about it. But for the past 3 month my fiance has seen me suffer from them. He was there for me through the kicking and flinging. The screaming and the crying. The mood swings off not getting much sleep and my anger when I couldn't remember what the dreams were about. He started calling me all these nasty names and actually threatened me as well. What guy would threaten a girl?

[SoraKat]

your fiance seems like a good guy. im glad you have someone who cares with you

as for this other friend... well he doesnt seem like much of a friend at all. I really suggest separating yourself from him... because he obviously doesnt make you happy and he is bad news.

threatening is a VERY bad thing..im not sure who you were referring to as to who did it but i assumed it was your attentionseeking friend... ("friend"). Its WRONG to do that.

Im sorry you have to live with your mom again.



<3 Sora