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I cant do this anymore - October 19th 2011, 02:23 AM

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So my mom and step dad get back from vagas on friday and my step dad brings back the fucken! attitude that he had before he and my mom worked some shit out. And i dont know what to do i cant stand his attitude of everything is not good enough for him and now I can barely even take a breath with out wanting to cry my heart out! hes always talking down to me like im a pile of shit it has been good for the past few months but now its fallen apart again! im done! i dont want to go threw this again i cant handle his shit again. i dont know what to do im in a very bad place now... I looked up on how long it would take for antifreeze to kill you it said only 24 hours the mere thought of me not having to deal with the worlds shit any more made me smile... I dont know ive already been in the mental hospital 5 times!! its been a year since ive been in last! i just want to end this shit soon!


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Re: I cant do this anymore - October 20th 2011, 05:05 AM

Dude. I hear you loud and clear. I know you are frustrated and in a world of pain. I'm sorry you're going through what you're going through. You are definitely not alone though. I know it's hard to imagine, but what you're going through right now is not going to last. I promise. Nothing lasts. Everything in life is temporary. Nothing is constant.

I know becaue I was where you're at right now. It sucked. I'm so grateful to have made the right decision and be alive today. I have a job that I love and friends that are great. I never would have thought that life could be so good...but I promise you that the same will happen for you. If you could see your future self, you'd be grinning ear to ear. He's a happy man...generous, full of life and energy...you have so much to offer and don't even realize your full potential yet. Which is normal. But you will.

One of the things I recommend that helped me tremendously through the rough times was focusing on me, my strengths and my dreams. If your dad makes you upset, write about that too. Writing is really helpful. It gets all the crap out of your head. It also gives you perspective. Write down what you're grateful for. Can you see? Are you able to walk? Can you use both of your hands to open things, write, type etc? A lof of people can't.

I'm here if you want to vent or chat.


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