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So. Fucking. Done. - October 23rd 2011, 03:09 AM

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(Also strong language) I'm so fucking done with people laughing and smiling to my face and posting shit and making remarks behind my back. I'm not vying for attention. I don't act like I'm the queen of the world. I'm an extremist when it comes to my emotions and certain fucking people need to realize that. I'm not a whore or a bitch or this crazy homewrecker looking for attention.
I mean, do people want me dead that bad? I mean, when I'm crying in class, why do people walk right by me? When I say I need a hug, why do people just stand there? When I say I am almost dying, I miss these people so bad, why do people say they'll try but don't do shit about it? Do I deserve to die because I was never meant to live.?
If I had a way to commit suicide I'd do it by now.
I'm just an ugly, dramatic, crazy little slut and I deserve to die. I'm fucking done being a friend to everybody else and having them just talk behind my back. I'm fucking done trying to impress everybody and being put down like a piece of shit. I'm done living because people don't care. I'M DONE!!!
I'll drown myself. I'll overdose on something. I'll slit a vein. I'll do whatever the fuck it takes to make people happy.


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Re: So. Fucking. Done. - October 23rd 2011, 10:09 PM

"I'm fucking done trying to impress everybody...
I'll do whatever the fuck it takes to make people happy.
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Contradictory my dear. Wouldn't making people happy by killing yourself be in a way trying to impress them? Don't let that happen.
Listen, it may feel like the whole world is turning on you. Realizing friends aren't actually true friends hurts, people talking shit and calling you names like 'slut' affects you but guess what, none of it should.
You are important, and are meant to live to the fullest.
You can't control how other people act, but you can control yourself. Ignore what they say, and do what you need to do to be happy. Find a true friend, hell I'll be one if you want to message me. Don't take your life.
Being an extremest when it comes to your emotions is something you can also control. Don't let other people affect you so much.
And make sure you're making good decisions as well.
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Re: So. Fucking. Done. - October 23rd 2011, 10:22 PM

i'm here and i'm not going anywhere. i understand. please stay strong. everyone on TH is here for you and we love you. you are a beautiful, smart, funny, expressive person and u deserve to be loved. u deserve to be treated right. u r not a slut, ur not dramatic, ur hurt. i'm here, if u need a shoulder to cry on i offer mine. if u need an ear to unload on, mines here. if u need a punching bag i gladly volunteer. i'm here.





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Re: So. Fucking. Done. - October 23rd 2011, 10:23 PM

Thank you....


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Re: So. Fucking. Done. - October 23rd 2011, 10:28 PM

no problem hon. i'm here to help





"Stop acting like you know what I've been through, you know nothing until you've actually lived every moment and felt every ounce of pain that I have."

"Someone asked me if i missed you, I just walked away then I whispered, so much" I'll miss you forever, Vernon and Charlene.

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