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Name: Leslie
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My Child-hood Life -
October 23rd 2011, 04:01 PM
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I dont understand anymore. I feel soo guilty. As i get older n im 20 now fixin to turn 21 next April n as wat my n i get into these fights bout my Money n my Check (SSI) but It seems like i dont deserve anything...when i babysit n do alot of Chores around this House...it kills me in the inside when my dad says u really dont deserve that. I do alot for them. I dont have a Job. Im on Disability Check wich is alot of money. but its suppose to Support me n no one else in the house. everything i use n watever else i want i can go buy. but still i dont deserve it. Damn wats wrong with me?? I failin my Life. My heart is tairing apart. i want to just die. As i get oldr n have this thing of wat my dad has put in my head over n over again idk if i can ever get out n support myself by myself...Damn im a Damn Screw up?? FML!!! Im done!!!
R.I.P
CJ Collins 1993-2008 He was a Awesome Kid I Love you n Miss you You learn at a certain pace. Then that pace goes away. Then you try and try to do everything you can. Then it gets harder. Then you give up. Then its all over.  Leslie |
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