I think if i just pulled the trigger the world would be a better place

[Dean Beirne]

No one at school likes me. I feel like Im so alone but yet at the same time visible as everyone is a complete and utter dickhead, i have a feeling if i just kill myself, (i dont really have a gun) then the world would be much better off

[exoticturtle]

Hey Dean
Of course I can't say I know exactly how you
feel, but just last year no one liked me at my school as well.
My family always seemed to be
blaming me for everything, and I felt more alone than ever. I
thought for months and months my presence really didn't matter, and without it the world would benefit from one less sulky person who wasn't doing anything good.
But I didn't really want to die, and I'm so
glad I kept on going, because throughout the pain I had to move schools and found a lively group of people at school who really cared for me.
I'm sure there are people who really do care about you, but just maybe don't know what to say. And one day, you'll get to meet someone who really does like you and care about you - and shows it.
I don't know your story, but I know it would affect me and a whole lot of other people if we found out you had gone. You have a true purpose in life, you still may have yet to find it.
It was really brave of you to post that, I know never could have. Feel free to email me
I care. And the world really couldn't become better in any way without you.

[Chair]

Don't know how killing yourself would help the world. Sounds like the dickheads at your school just need to be somewhat more mature for the world to seem like a better place to you.
I'm not sure where people get the idea that their asshole classmates are a good representation of the entire world. If they hate you they probably have some idiotic reason. Try to appeal to people instead of hiding from them.
It's probably not your fault that people aren't treating you well right now, but you should try to make that change, not hope that maybe they'll get some sense in their heads.


And also remember that you're not living for the sake of living, you're here to make a change. If you don't achieve anything you're as good as dead. Think about a short term goal instead of thinking about wasting all your potential.