Triggering (Suicide): Suicide........

[LifeIsSugarlesslemonAid]

I never much thought about killing myself until about two months agao. my life totallyshatterd and went down hill. It was two days after my birthday....my boyfriend dumped me. I spent a month of no sleep, throwingup, headaches, and stomach pain. Then he came back.....i so stupidly said yes.... then after one date of seeing him my world felt completle, until he started ignoreing me. he put my on that last of his priortites, he seemed to not care any more. Then i found out from a frid=end he had cheated on me, by skipping skool with another girl. i was devasstated but some how managed to dump him. And another endless time of emotional and physical pain. And while this is going on, my dog died, my dads best friend finally passed from cancer. my parents fight all the time. And my physo ex still trys to get me, and wen i refuse he spreads rumors about how im a whore, and then tells me how im no good and thts why my bf cheated. becuz i wouldnt give him anything, cuz im still a virgin. then last week i lost homecoming queen. And one of my best friends friend dies, he was shot to death. And tody i had a huge fight with a ex. and yesterday a guy called me a slut cuz i told him to leave me alone. I cant stand this crap. its too much. I cry every night for hours til i pass out, i barely eat, i never get sleep. ive lost friends because of this, they tell me how they miss the old me, the fun me. I cant help it, im just always so upset, i dont want to live anymore, i hate life. im so depressed nowadays i dont even want to get up. My skool work if suffering too. I dont know what to do anymore. Im no use to anyone in this state. my life is crumbling to pieces, i want to end allthis pain. I havnt been able to go through with it. But I want to so bad. I know thus it bad I shouldn't think this way. Plz help

[Amberpamber]

I understand you've been through a lot and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight but there is. Things can and will get better. Just hold on, you got plenty of support here if you need it. PM me if you ever need to talk.

[JKmadu619]

None of things mentioned are worth suicide. They WILL get better, you WILL feel happy again.

I'm being honest, you will regret suicide forever.

Your ex-boyfriend is a asshole, nothing new here. He's not worth your time, or your worry.

Having a pet die is really hard. I had a sick cat that the neighbour killed to put it out of it's misery because it couldn't move anymore, and it really sucks to think about. Life will go on, you can get another cat or dog. Trust me on that.

Your friend's dad died of cancer, that sucks. Think about how your friend is feeling now. They need you to help them. Having no dad is tough. If you kill yourself, how would your friend feel? They need help, not hinderance.

You weren't homecomming queen? Big deal. It really won't be an issue later. You will be okay.

Your other ex-boyfriend is a douchebag. Again, he isn't worth the time.

Having a friend die is hard, but again you will pulil through. Don't follow them, it really isn't what they would have wanted.

The random guy called you a slut. You will heal. He wanted to say something to hurt you, and he did. Now you have to get over it and grow from it.

All the problems you listed will fade with time, and you will pull through. Do not under any circumstances do anything drastic. These problems are temporary, you will survive. PM me if you ever need anything at all.

- Justin

[heathermc]

I love you so so much <3