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Life falling appart - December 18th 2011, 12:16 AM

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Hi everyone, some of you may know me and some of you may not, my name is Christopher,I have been in and out of here for a very long time. I have deffinitly shared my ups and downs with my depression along with the many other mental illnesses that I am diagnosed with. Well I am back on a low, my life is falling apart, and I have lots my sense of self. I don't know who I am anymore or what I am supposed to be doing with my life. I fight the fight of questioning if I want to die every single day. I wake up and just want to die, I wish I was never born, I feel as though I do no good to the world. Granted deep down I know that this is the farthest thing from the truth, but indeed I still feel this way. I don't know which way is up or which way is down. My life has come to a screeching halt. I dropped out of college got kicked out of my house have been in and out of hospitals, all in a two month period. My anger is just out of control I don't know how to handle it, I don't know what to do with myself, I don't even know who I am. I am begging for a hand, a friend, anything. I just need some help and I don't know what to do or where to look anymore.
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Re: Life falling appart - December 18th 2011, 07:59 PM

I'm sorry for the difficulties you've been having lately. That' sucks.

Everyone loses their self sometimes. Life can really suck. But life can be this amazing, gifted thing that surprises us every day. It can be something definitely worth living for.

You are a fighter-that's great! Keep on fighting for the will to live. There are so many things out there worth living for. You graduated high-school! That's still good (: You might not have the best relationship with your parents right now, but they are probably stressed out. Once you get back on your feet, things WILL get better.

The hospital thing sucks. I hope you feel better! With the anger management, maybe you should try seeing a psychologist or go so some management classes? I know it can be scary and might seem annoying, but once you take that step to get help, you'll realize how much better life can get. It sounds like you are under a lot of stress right now and just need someone to help you manage it. Everyone gets stressed. Everyone can't control their emotions well. Everyone needs help sometimes, and it is a normal thing to try to get help

You are an amazing person who can and will succeed Just keep on attacking that question with fists raised. We all stray from the path, lose ourselves. But it's about walking back onto the path and continuing life (: Just sitting there, while lost, and giving up won't get anyone anywhere. It won't help you or anyone else in your life (bc everyone truly does love you, even though it might not seem like it sometimes).

Just stay strong! And be happy to rant/talk to me about anything any time! I'm just a pm away (:

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Re: Life falling appart - December 21st 2011, 03:05 AM

Dear Christopher,

I remember you. I wondered how you were doing when I left staff, but we did not have an opportunity to catch up. I am sorry to hear of your current situation, but am very glad that you chose to reach out on here. Indeed, sometimes the only thing we can do is reach out and ask for support - it is truly an act of compassion towards ourselves, to recognize that the difficulties are a little too much to handle alone, and it may not be realistic to expect ourselves to continue bearing the burden alone.

If you ever want someone to talk to, dear friend, please don't hesitate to reach me. I check PMs, as well as MSN or Skype - whichever works best.

You have so much potential, and I'm sure you will be able to blossom wonderfully.



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