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December 22nd 2011, 06:32 AM
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today would have been russell's birthday....
i cant do this anymore.. i cant do this without him might as well kill myself and join him  i dont think anyone would notice anyways.... If You Know Inside Yourself,That You Are Worth A Freind to Others,Then You Have Life Set
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December 22nd 2011, 09:31 AM
I'll notice if you're not online for a long time d: And I'll miss you loads and go mad sending you messages till you reply. You are very strong Drew. I know you'll make it.
I want to dedicate a song to you- "Keep Holding On" You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No I won't give in Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend Yeah, yeah Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Hear me when I say, when I say I believe Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Keep holding on Keep holding on There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through  Spread "Jaadu ki Jhhappis" - The Magic HugsBuddy - 28th January 2012 HelpLINK Mentor - 20th March 2012 Why Me? Forum Moderator - 26th March 2012 Articles Team - 11th May 2012 Videos Officer - 13th May 2012 Its easier said that done BUT most of the great things wouldn't have ever been done if they hadn't been said first. Quote:
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December 24th 2011, 03:05 AM
drew sweetie, you are strong. Russell doesn't want you there yet (not because he doesn't love you) but because he knows that you are strong and that you have a lot to live for
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December 25th 2011, 04:12 AM
everyday without him is another day that i die inside
im soooo done
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December 25th 2011, 05:37 AM
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December 25th 2011, 06:08 AM
I've attempted suicide before...Not many know... Not many cared... I wonder what it'd be like if I was gone for good this time... No more trying, no more crying... I simply wonder...
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December 25th 2011, 10:02 AM
I lost my best friend 3 years ago. I kow how much it hurts, it feels like they tore a huge part of your sole away and took it with them when they passed away. The sick, hollow feelling inside. I know the allure, the temptation of joining them. But could you really pass this same hurt onto the people who care about you? In that split moment, could you really willingly pass this torment onto the people close to you?
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December 28th 2011, 06:47 AM
i seriously doubt i would be missed
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December 28th 2011, 03:04 PM
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December 29th 2011, 05:54 AM
no im not....
i just dont feel that i deserve to be loved
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December 29th 2011, 06:10 AM
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December 29th 2011, 05:16 PM
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*kisses you gently* silly billy, you do deserve to be loved. you are loved by me and that will never ever ever change. i will always love you. through thick and thin. you will get through this. i know you will. you just have to
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December 29th 2011, 09:37 PM
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I love you. I love you so much. I should probably tell you this more often. But it's true. Please, I couldn't live with myself if I let you go. So you're not going anywhere. I won't let you. You will stay right here with me and everyone else. Because we love you. We love you so much. I know you don't believe me when I say it but it's true. Everything I have ever said to you was true. You are always in my thoughts, so I refuse to let you go. I refuse to let you leave me. Because I need you. I know you can do this. I'll always be here. <3 |
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January 9th 2012, 05:02 AM
i love you too erin
but i feel like everyone here is better off without me i honestly dont think im going to last much longer the walls are closing in i may not make it through the night
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January 10th 2012, 01:30 PM
You WILL make it Drew. I know you are strong enough to make it.
Tell me one thing, how will we be better off without you? We need nice people like you around us to remind us that the world is not such a bad place after all. STay strong <3 For us. For you.
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January 12th 2012, 04:30 AM
i feel so utterly alone and invisible
Pisces:i dont think im anything speical..i dont feel like i help anyone here anyways....i dont think i can stay strong for myself... mabye for other people...but not for myself If You Know Inside Yourself,That You Are Worth A Freind to Others,Then You Have Life Set
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January 12th 2012, 04:31 AM
i feel so utterly alone and invisible
Pisces:i dont think im anything speical..i dont feel like i help anyone here anyways....i dont think i can stay strong for myself... mabye for other people...but not for myself i wish i was never born..fml If You Know Inside Yourself,That You Are Worth A Freind to Others,Then You Have Life Set
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January 12th 2012, 08:20 AM
Then stay strong for me?
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January 13th 2012, 04:31 AM
i dont think i can anymore
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January 14th 2012, 04:23 AM
You can Drew, I know you can. Don't think about tomorrow, don't think about the past, only think about the present. Always live in the present. It helps.
Everyone loves you. <3 Stay strong.
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January 16th 2012, 04:26 AM
thank you for that kind reply unfortunate
but you shouldnt worry about me If You Know Inside Yourself,That You Are Worth A Freind to Others,Then You Have Life Set
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January 16th 2012, 01:46 PM
Your welcome. Its true.
And i do.
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